born t0 bl0ss0m; bOom t0 perish

2011-01-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

why is it that everyone seems so shock that it wasn't me who initiated the breakup?

do ii look like the i'll-break-up-with-the-guy-before-he-dumps-me kind of person?

kinda sad uh..

hais.

2011-01-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

ii guess i'm a bias person o.o

2010-12-17T10:59:00.003+08:00

don't assume.

seriously.

you're just making an ass(outta)u(&)me.

you should just stop doing that.

sorry if you can't seem to understand how fucking busy and stressful i've been.

you wanna keep thinking about how hard it is to reply a fucking sms, by all means.

it's alright, it doesn't matter.think all you like, i'm hecking it all.

go ahead and think about how you're always taken for granted & unappreciated.

you know what?

you seriously only think and care about yourself.

about how you are feeling, about what you're going through, about what you think.

you love yourself more than anybody else, & that will never change at all.

thats the reason why you always feel that alone.

ii use to be there for you.

ii use to shower you with all the care and concern.

ii use to devote all my attention to you.

but this has all changed ever since we parted.

i'll no longer be there for you like ii use to.

& ii seriously regretted my actions.

ii shouldn't have spoiled you.

ii shouldn't have always been giving, leading to me been taken for granted.

i've learnt my lesson -

i'll give and take in future.

no more one-sided.

2010-12-14T13:22:00.001+08:00

life's normal.

nothing interesting.

nothing colourful.

2010-11-14T16:51:00.002+08:00

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.

I want you to give me your hoodie when I’m cold.

I want you to hold me and keep me warm.

I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies.

I want you to kiss me in the rain.

I want you hold my hands and play with my fingers.

I want you play with my hair.

I want you to tell me you miss me.

I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.

I want you to take pictures of us.

I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.

I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.

I want you to smile ever single time you see me.

I want you to know how much I love you.

I just, want you.

2010-11-12T22:04:00.001+08:00

feels like shit?

yea..

2010-11-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

weird as it is..

when it happened

& ii thought about it in the bus

you were the person that came to my mind

ii wanted a hug badly..

well..

as least ii saw yikun today in school.

LOL.

i'll recover from the shock.

& place my heart back from where it jumped out...

To: You.

2010-11-06T20:48:00.005+08:00

ii hate how we are now

ii hate how lousy ii feel whenever you're off to somewhere, or when you wanna go do something else

ii dislike how ii want your care, concern and full attention

ii hate how ii seem to be using your love for me to want you to be there for me

ii feel like a freaking bitch.

whenever ii think about the day that you traveled down to punggol

& waited at the HDB near the bus stop

just because you merely want a hug from me

ii feel like shit

ii feel really really bad

ii hate it that ii had to hurt you

yes, you're a nice guy

[& ii really mean it]

but somehow you're just not the guy for me

ii know ii shouldn't even be thinking about all these

yea, go ahead and hit my head

it doesn't matter..

my mum asked me if you were still chasing after me

she knows that the polaroid is from you

ii shrugged & told her ii don't know

she replied:

"如果我们真的有缘, even after 10years, nothing will change, we'll still get back together."

well, ii dunno man..

things are so unpredictable that ii guess its impossible now.

i'm glad to know that you're moving on

~~[but somehow, part of me feels otherwise]~~

& ii believe ii should too.

再见?

2010-11-05T20:24:00.002+08:00

ii feel so suffocated

keeping everything inside.

don't blame me for whats gonna happen in future.

2010-11-05T15:08:00.006+08:00

Received 2 cameras for my birthday!

from vin :)

from my DARLINGS! ^^

Thank you all. :D

2010-10-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

you claimed that you're gonna win me back.

but what?

all ii see and feel is nothing.

you're not even doing anything.

perhaps you've already given up on me.

that's for the best definitely, ii guess.

"ii go watch tv"

hmmms..

okay?

wow.

2010-10-27T23:10:00.002+08:00

my shoulder aches;

my thighs aches;

my headaches;

as usual,

y o u d o n ' t g i v e a d a m n .

2010-10-23T22:23:00.003+08:00

做女人很辛苦；

gotta..

take care of skin

apply this, apply that, apply here, apply there

take care of hair

trim the eyebrows

put on makeup

dress up nicely

shave body hair

file the nails

go on diet

maintain good body shape

OHH, & the uncomfortable production of strawberry juice every month -.-

WHY AM I BORN A WOMAN?

lOl, joking. -.-

but really, 很辛苦..

2010-10-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

with all thats happening,

ii believe it'll make me a stronger person with a matured thinking.

2010-10-19T16:28:00.001+08:00

谁来安慰我？

谁来关心我？

???

2010-10-19T15:17:00.001+08:00

one word reply sucks.

get it?

ii hate giving one word replies too.

2010-10-18T21:49:00.002+08:00

fucking upset.

fucking disappointed.

FML.

THUMBS UP BABYYY! (Y)

2010-10-18T15:16:00.003+08:00

FCUKING AWESOME!!

omFg~

2010-10-18T00:42:00.001+08:00

13 MORE DAYS!!

2010-10-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

it takes two hands to clap,

so very true..

我的另一只手呢？

2010-10-17T22:09:00.003+08:00

想太多。

ii thought it was just a moment of infatuation.

it stopped..

ii stupidly assumed that ii was over you.

but ii realize.. ii was wrong.

ii still do have thoughts of you.

P.S. it's not who you think it might be.

not anyone thats reading my blog.

2010-10-08T17:21:00.006+08:00

alright, this might be the last post that i'll be writing before ii leave and head for Japan.

this blog will be left to rot for 6/7 days before ii come back to season it.

hmmmms..

before i'm leaving, just wanna say some stuff.

you might not be reading it, but its alright.

ii was really happy when you posted this on my facebook wall -

" Carmen Ling, Ng Zhi Ping, Weiizhen Pinkywinky Ng

Thanks for being there for me. :) ♥

*Ng Zhi Ping: Idiot (haha), Sorry for being harsh. (awwws!)*

yes, it might not have been very "wow", or like directed to me specifically or something.

but ii mean, that meant a lot to me.

all along ii felt that I'm just a good friend to you.

furthermore, ii know that Carmen & Zhi Ping are your closest and dearest friend.

i've nvr expected myself to kind of be in the same category as them, to you.

so yupps, i'm really happy.

Jessica Leong Jing Ting,

is a very dear friend of mine.

because of her,

ii believed that there are such things as best friends again.

she has always been there for me,

whenever i'm feeling down or whatever,

giving me good advices & all.

she has a lot of good friends that cares a lot for her.

please give her strength

& help her stay strong.

as much as ii don't say or show it out,

it pains me to see her sooo upset.

i'm sorry,

but ii approve and agree with the swearing that you've made to Carmen.

ii know you feel restricted and burdened -

you keep to the promises that you make & the words that you say.

but ii guess it's really for your own good.

& also, as an assurance to all your good friends here in Singapore.

with that swear, ii can kinda enjoy myself in Japan.

if hugging you, will make you feel loved & make you happy.

ii don't mind hugging you.

in fact, i'm gonna squeeze the life outta you.

haahahahs, joking. :D

♥ Love You, Girl.

Stay Strong.

*HUGS* ♥

ii hope that the hurricane/thunderstorm/tornado (or whatever) will be over when i'm back. :/

alrighty, bye guys.

sorry that this post is specially dedicated to my beloved friend.

whoever is reading this, ILY too. ♥

thanks for being there for me as well.

byes!

2010-10-07T17:23:00.003+08:00

i'm not gonna give a shit about EVERYTHING anymore.

why get myself unhappy and upset?

fuck it all.

2010-10-07T17:15:00.001+08:00

hurt.

2010-10-07T12:09:00.001+08:00

never assume, never expect, never ask and never demand.

Just let it be.

Because if it's meant to be,

it will happen the way you want things to be.

Found through Tumblr.

2010-10-06T20:23:00.003+08:00

I. The choreography is goooood~

II. I'm starting to like MinHo's hair. :D

III. [Jonghyun: You are different..] Yes I am. ^^V

IV. [Key: Ooh yeah, baby baby baby girl~] *FAINTS*

V. Okay, TaeMin is rather cute. :>

VI. Onew is so sweeet. *melts*

VII. This song reminds me of No Other by Suju; I prefer this still. :)

♥

lalalalala D:

2010-10-05T20:22:00.001+08:00

there's a hurricane/thunderstorm/tornado whatever disaster going on.

2010-10-04T20:12:00.002+08:00

OLA, it's over! :D

gonna relax & look forward to Nihon trip! ^^V

hungry hungry

very very

hungry very

very hungry

ji ga la ga bi ya bi ya x2

JIA4!

2010-10-04T16:40:00.001+08:00

vomit blood.

stubborn.

lazy.

Not what you think it is.

2010-10-02T17:41:00.001+08:00

GOTCHA? :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA ^^V

damn you,

2010-09-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

accounting!

_|_

D:

2010-09-27T21:51:00.002+08:00

it's all about the trust issues.

2010-09-27T16:44:00.002+08:00

hohooho

makeup can seriously do wonders to your face

it's like 'majix'! -.-

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/462798/youll_be_shocked_by_how_these_china_girls_look_without_makeup.html

not being racist, cause i'm a chinese tOo

LOL.

2010-09-27T13:12:00.003+08:00

okay, i've decided -

instead of wanting a photoshoot on my 18th birthday,

ii shall have it on my 21st birthday

since 21st birthday is the milestone in one's life

& when ii legally become an adult too. :)

reason being simple.

ii should have the financial capability to do so by then.

LOL. :D

A twenty first birthday is indeed a milestone

and should be honored in such a way

as to pass on wisdom and understanding

as one moves from young adulthood into a more mature adult world.

Responsibilities increase and relationships become more and more integral to a person's life make up.

At the age of 21

when celebrating a 21st birthday

it is understood that this young man or woman is now able to draw on the experiences of those who have gone before

and to learn some of those lessons from the words others have passed along.

2010-09-26T16:57:00.002+08:00

you gotta learn to be independent.

& get use to life without me.

it is possibly the very first step.

Zzz.

2010-09-25T21:14:00.001+08:00

equally STUBBORN.

humble!

2010-09-25T19:54:00.004+08:00

heheehe, not bad aye? *shy*

took these with my 5 mega pixel camera phone. :D

ii think its considered not bad le bah.

got a bit of the feel, perhaps? *heh*

I WANT A CAMERA(!)

my birthday is coming O~ :X

HAAHAHAHS ^^V

2010-09-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

you're no longer mine.

ii shouldn't get affected.

ii can't still be protective of you.

my thinking shouldn't be like the way it was when we were together.

你已不属于我的了。

you're free to do whatever you want.

- stay out & be merry.

ii gotta learn to be independent.

& think for myself, instead of always thinking for others.

为我自己而活。

sounds really selfish.

2010-09-25T13:51:00.003+08:00

你需要人时，才会来找 -.-

wth..

2010-09-24T14:20:00.002+08:00

Definition of sex:

It's an injection

with affection

to the mid-section

from a projection

without any objection

hopefully no infection.

he's funny

2010-09-24T13:50:00.002+08:00

even before i'm lifting you up,

i've decided to put you down.

lOl. :D

yupps, ii believe it's a good decision. ^^V

一直以来，好像都是一相情愿。O.o hmmmms...

2010-09-24T12:28:00.001+08:00

it's back to square one.

pushed up, pulled down, wtf.

2010-09-24T11:59:00.001+08:00

Jessica Leong Jing Ting...

ii need you now. :'(

2010-09-24T11:50:00.002+08:00

ohh, & as usual..

you didn't give a damn.

you didn't bother.

your results came, you just blabbered on about your results.

about how your CDS always get a B.

it was as if ii nvr said anything about mine.

it's alright.IT'S ALRIGHT.

i'm fine.afterall, ii should be used to it by now.

you're still thinking about yourself, & only yourself.

2010-09-23T14:34:00.003+08:00

god, whats wrong with me?!

为什么一直在"脸书" (LMAOROFL) 瞄你呢? -.-

想和你说话, 但又不敢.

嗨哟..我是怎么了?

get out of my head, thankyou. :D

:)

2010-09-23T12:00:00.004+08:00

ii feel so guilty-free nowadays.

it's like ii no longer have to lie, or feel afraid of bumping into my parents when i'm out.

ii can really 光明正大 just tell them who i'm out with, where i'll be at & what i'm doing.

it's like ii no longer have to mix the truth and the lies together.

no more white lies; only the truth.

yupps, indeed.

it feels really good & nice. :)

2010-09-22T18:47:00.003+08:00

I'm not a toy.

Don't throw me away as and when you wish to.

Thank you for respecting me.

Regards

Weiizhen

2010-09-22T18:23:00.001+08:00

ii don't like the way you talked to me today.

you sounded really irritated & annoyed like you didn't wanna talk to me.

if thats really the case, no worries, ii won't bother you no more.

yupps, ii meant it.

2010-09-22T15:51:00.002+08:00

this is wrong..
ii shouldn't even be thinking of meeting/finding you just now when ii thought about what to do ltr after leaving sharon's house.
that was the past, we're no longer together.
yes, ii admit that after breaking up, ii feel really lost.
like i've nowhere to go, nothing to do..

it's alright.
this is normal, ii guess - just an after effect.
i'll get over it.
yupps, ii will. :)

2010-09-21T10:38:00.003+08:00

不帅；

but i'm just attracted to you.

perhaps because of the attention showered?

不要再想了。

放弃！

keep it to myself. :)

2010-09-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

ii give up.

放弃吧~

2010-09-19T21:21:00.001+08:00

fk off, cause ii bite.

奇怪。

2010-09-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

想着的是另一个。

2010-09-18T21:51:00.004+08:00

yes, it certainly doesn't feel like we're good friends.

ii dunno, ii guess it's still kinda weird.

furthermore, coming to think of it, we won't very close in the very first place O.o?

i'm sorry that ii took another meaning to your words.

ii guess, yeah, i've to agree with you; the wish-you're-like-me part.

ii actually thought you let me go, & that you've given up.

but well, i'll give it a try.

to view you as someone ii can confide in, as well as trust.

ii guess you're still possibly the one that really understands, or is able to link my words to the actual issue.

lOl, it's freakish aye.but its also nice, yupps.

& yes, ii was referring to friday...

2010-09-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

ii dislike, wait, in fact ii hate the fact that ii seem non-existent to you guys.

mind you, ii do not use big words like hate.

so when ii do say it, ii meant it.

我不是吃玻璃长大的, i'm not invisible alright?!

if you guys are just gonna treat me like i'm not there; ignore me; neglect me or whatever effing shit.

go on, continue talking about your stuff, and be in "your worlds".

then please, don't even ask me along..

ii feel like a loner, even though i'm with a group -.-

for eff sake, ii hate it.

2010-09-18T14:44:00.009+08:00

went out to have brunch with my family this morning.

ii dunno why, but somehow i've this feeling that they're always surprised when ii say or when i'm actually tagging along out with them. :/

the other day, ii went Punggol Plaza with them again to have dinner & in the meantime, wait for my brother to release from tuition.

my brother came to join us after his tuition, upon seeing me, he said "woah, 难得 you'll come."

yeah, that was hurtful.

when in the car, ii told my mum about the lobang that lillian shared with me.

she said it's up to me.

S$6 per hour, for 1 day, 4 hours only. however, the pay will be given 1 or 2 months ltr.

when my dad heard it, he said he'll give me 20 bucks so that i'll just stay at home.

this is really bad...

my brother say that "woah, laopa have to give you money to make you stay at home.majiam like he buying his daughter's time."

this time, my mum kinda expressed her unhappiness.

like she so xin ku & all, my dad also nvr say buy my mother's time etc.

my dad replied that "she (referring to me) everyday come home, study, sleep, study, sleep...where got time?"

hmmms, yes, ii felt like shit.

cause i've been lying to them...

& also, cause ii realised that i've actually been neglecting my family, as well as my friends. :(

i've been devoting too much time to studies, project, school, & him.

it hurts me to know all these.

it hurts me even more to actually take so long to realise all these.

but it's alright.

i'm a free bird now.

i'll do whatever ii can, to make it up to them -

the people who loves me, the people whom ii love & is closest to my heart.

i'm really sorry for being an arse, a jerk, and a really bad daughter/friend.

lOl..while searching for those pictures,

ii came across this as well.

lOl..

SISTERS

2010-09-16T21:33:00.007+08:00

LOVE YOU GIRLS! ^^(Y)

♥

2010-09-16T19:23:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHS, OKAY, ii was reading my friend's blog.

ii came across this.

zomg, it's hilarious.

LMAOROFL.

2010-09-15T21:09:00.004+08:00

your selfish thinking.

ohwell, it doesn't matter.

if it makes you happy, by all means.

it's alright if i'm the only one hurt, cause ii don't want anyone to be hurt with me.

i'm willing to be the bad guy.

& so, ii am.

your contradicting words.

2010-09-15T18:14:00.002+08:00

Hi blog,

ii think i'm abnormal.

my feelings are numb now.

how can someone possibly get over stuff so quickly?

ii guess the facebook quizzes are true.

What kind of person are you?

Dear Weiizhen PinkyWinky Ng, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Conclusion:

I. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you.

II. You have an innocent thinking.

III. But it attracts members of the opposite sex.

i'm an alien.

how freakish can ii be?

Oh Really? O.o

2010-09-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

2010-09-14T23:44:00.001+08:00

ii don't feel anything.

i'm numb.

2010-09-14T21:46:00.003+08:00

你說的話

ni shuo de hua

The things you’ve said,

在我心中生了根

zai wo xin zhong sheng le gen

had plant it’s roots in my heart.

愛得很深

ai de hen shen

(I) loved you so deep,

所以心會疼

suo yi xin hui teng

that’s why (my) would hurt.

記憶在我的心中翻滾

ji yi zai wo de xin zhong fan gun

The memories are rolling in my heart.

是不是每一個人

shi bu shi mei yi ge ren

Is it right that everyone

都像我一樣笨

dou xiang wo yi yang ben

is as stupid as me.

只怕再問

zhi pa zai wen

(I’m) scared to ask again.

對彼此都太殘忍

dui bi ci dou tai can ren

It’s too harsh on the both of us.

我能感覺

wo neng gan jue

I can feel

另外一個人

ling wai yi ge ren

another person.

我等等笑容換成淚痕

wo deng deng xiao rong huan cheng lei hen

I’m waiting for the smiles to become tears.

愛在崩潰的時候

ai zai beng kui de shi hou

When love is in the mist of collapsing,

比較真

bi jiao zhen

it’s more real.

太多疑問

tai duo yi wen

(There are) too much questions.

知道答案又如何

zhi dao da an you ru he

(I) know what’s the answer going to be.

原來容忍不需要天份

yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen

Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.

只要愛錯一個人

zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren

Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實

xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi

Heartache is more real then happiness.

愛為何這樣的諷刺

ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci

Why does love (have) this kind satire.

我忘了這是第幾次

wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci

I’ve forgotten how many times

一見你就無法堅持

yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi

I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開

fang bu kai

(I) cannot let go

也看不見未來

ye kan bu jian wei lai

nor see (my) future.

難道這種不完美

nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei

Could it be that this imperfectness

才是愛情真實的樣子

cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi

is what love really is.

太多疑問

tai duo yi wen

(There are) too much questions.

知道答案又如何

zhi dao da an you ru he

(I) know what’s the answer going to be.

原來容忍不需要天份

yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen

Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.

只要愛錯一個人

zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren

Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實

xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi

Heartache is more real then happiness.

愛為何這樣的諷刺

ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci

Why does love (have) this kind satire.

我忘了這是第幾次

wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci

I’ve forgotten how many times

一見你就無法堅持

yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi

I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開

fang bu kai

(I) cannot let go

也看不見未來

ye kan bu jian wei lai

nor see (my) future.

難道這種不完美

nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei

Could it be that this imperfectness

才是愛情真實的樣子

cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi

is what love really is.

2010-09-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

who was the one who took me for granted

who was the one who intiated this

who was the one who started all these crap

fuck fuck fuck

my fault now

fine

URGH

my fault that all this happen

he raise it up

he initiated it

he didnt appreciate me

he took me for granted

now its my fault

ii hurt him

fine

think about it

how much ii have contributed to the relationship

you were just the receiver

easy for you to say

you're the one hurting now huh

all you think is yourself

i'm not hurt?

fine

bye.

2010-09-14T21:14:00.001+08:00

I'M FUCKING UPSET.

WHAT THE FUCK.

*no link with the video*

RENCE ^^(Y)

2010-09-14T12:05:00.003+08:00

today marks the last day of my exams!

gonna go for a job interview tmr at RWS~

don't get too excited, i'm just working at the Chinese Restaurant, Ruyi, hahahahs :D

not as an employee of RWS :P

let's see, i'm going to USS this friday, wooo! ^^(Y)

heard that YOG is asking for a few rides to be open for us.

how cool is that, taking a ride in the dark.

hahahahs, *scream* who screamed? *point fingers* LOL x)

main thing is i'm gonna be meeting up with my YOG department people & the fellow volunteers.

hahahahs, have been looking forward to seeing terence & gang (Y) *giggles*

alrighty, off i'm going to school.

*twist fingers*

hopefully the paper won't kill me. :)

ii screwed my GPA.

2010-09-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

hahahs, this is funny, trust me.

2010-09-12T09:49:00.001+08:00

Soft method didn't work.

Hard method didn't work.

Would ignorance work?

urgh..

ii feel like poop. -.-

2010-09-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

are you able to make me happy, although you were the one to make me upset/unhappy/angry?

O.o

2010-09-07T17:25:00.001+08:00

For now, i'm certain you're not the one for me.

but well, who knows?..

i've got weird taste, hahahahs~

2010-08-28T11:40:00.000+08:00

what should ii do?

2010-08-28T11:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday night was just another cried-myself-to-sleep night.

2010-08-27T23:46:00.001+08:00

Law Of Attraction.

2010-08-26T22:29:00.003+08:00

What kind of person are you?

Dear Weiizhen PinkyWinky Ng, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Conclusion:

I. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you.

II. You have an innocent thinking.

III. But it attracts members of the opposite sex.

2010-08-24T22:23:00.002+08:00

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2010-08-24T21:49:00.001+08:00

FUCK, I CAN'T COMMUNICATE WITH YOU ANYMORE.

WHAT'S FUCKING WRONG?

WHAT'S THE FUCKING PROBLEM?

URGH *pull my fucking hair*

2010-08-24T12:04:00.003+08:00

“Life is pleasant.
Death is peaceful.
It's the transition that's troublesome”
- Jimi Hendrix

“Sadness flies away on the wings of time.”
- Jean de La Fontaine

“Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.”
- Javan

“The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy.”
- Jim Rohn

“To dare to live alone is the rarest courage; since there are many who had rather meet their bitterest enemy in the field, than their own hearts in their closet.”
- Charles Caleb Colton

The heart does not know time, nor distances.

The heart knows where it belongs, where it should be.

And my advice is; follow it.

2010-08-22T19:12:00.003+08:00

loveydovey, loveydovey, loveydovey..

when will mine be lovedovey? :)

c'mon patience, give me a little bit more of youuu.

2010-08-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

Listen to your heart before you tell him goodbye.

"If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go."

"Relationships are like glass.

Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

maybe it was a mistake for us to be tgt,,,

but ii won't make the mistake of letting u go.

- vin

2010-08-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

sadly, the feeling ii get from you is ii am just a friend to you.

but, ii believe that the feeling you get from me is ii am your girlfriend.

although my status is attached..

but at times, it feels as if theres no difference between being attached and being single.

ii feel alone.

ii don't ask for much.really..

maybe to you, ii do.

but ii don't think its alot to ask for.

ii just want someone to be there for me,

when i'm feeling down. when i'm troubled. when i'm dilemma.

ii want someone who will shower me with care, concern, attention & more love.

i'm just like any other girl, who merely just wants to be pampered & cared for.

ii wanna be a significant part of your life, just as you are, in mine.

are those really too much to ask for?

happiness, seems so far beyond the perimeters of my reach.

what am ii to you?

:/

2010-08-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

ii think ii love my best friend more than ii love you.

is it really gonna work out between us?

cause ii seriously am afraid of getting hurt.

ii know that the longer it last, the more painful it gets for both of us.

eventually, what good it might cause to us - i've no idea.

but some part within me refuses to let go of the hope that i've been hugging onto for so long.

please, prove me wrong. & make it all worth waiting for.

ii don't wanna see all the commitments and effort go down the drain.

yes, i'm tired of holding on.

but i'm still gonna hang on, i'm still gonna try, till my fingers slips off.

c'mon, make it work..

a comma, not a fullstop.

:(

2010-08-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

我人不舒服!RAWR!

2010-08-14T19:41:00.003+08:00

Lifes boring, at the moment.

I'm sick due to the stupid rain :(

& Trying to earn whatever form of LEGAL petty money ii can~

All my thoughts are jumbled up -.-

Whatever.

I WANNA BUY A NEW PAIR OF SHOE!

COMPANY, ANYONE? :(

IU~

2010-08-12T01:41:00.001+08:00

I like her!

Yeah, I really do :D

awesome~

^^

2010-08-11T23:36:00.002+08:00

IU voice is sweeeet~

& Eunhyuk is goooood! :D

:(

2010-08-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

I WANT MY OWN PERSONAL PHOTOSHOOT!

♥

2010-08-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

I've got an X-Ray today and they found you in my heart.

The doctor said that if they were to remove you, I would die because I can 't live without you.

Credits: Jiamin! :D

She posted it on facebook, & ii liked it.

So i'm blogging it here.

Cause it somewhat reflects on me as well.

2010-08-08T00:50:00.001+08:00

ever felt like crying halfway through a meal?

well,,, ii did.during dinner, today.

how will things turn out?

I've no idea.

We shall see.

Tourism Academy @ Sianentosa!

2010-08-05T22:32:00.007+08:00

MY LAST DAY @ TAS! :D

gonna miss this place, ii guess.hahahs :)

[MBS Job Offer]

Room Inspector:

> $10 per hour

> 3 days of work

> 7 hours per day

who wouldn't want?! x)

i'm so tempted by the offer, hahahs~

jess & darling helped me make up my mind -

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH, MUACKS, LOVE YA!

&&&, tzyHuoy, who'll be working with me! -

I LOVE YOU TOOOZ ^^

not being money-faced, but seriously, this kind of opportunity is rare.

Opportunities only knocks once.

& The two worst strategic mistakes to make are acting prematurely and letting an opportunity slip;

You've got to seize the opportunity if it is presented to you.

A customer is the most important visitor on our premises,

He is not dependent on us.

We are dependent on him.

He is not an interruption in our work.

He is the purpose of it.

He is not an outsider in our business.

He is part of it.

We are not doing him a favor by serving him.

He is doing us a favor by giving us an opportunity to do so.

I'M GONNA WORK!

$210, wheee x)

2010-08-05T20:34:00.003+08:00

if you're happy & you know it,

you clap your hands.

*cricket*silence*

AHAHAH, joking! :D

contradicting?

2010-08-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

:')

SCAMMED

2010-08-04T21:41:00.003+08:00

Eee, ii feel so cheated ::(

ticket to be collected on the last day of YOG Duty -.-

it's for a party at night, not for the theme park rides.

nvr state properly siol, make me happy for nothing >:(

fly fly flying high, then down ii go crashing down with the additional details provided in the email.

bullcrap, rawr!

SADDED.

ii think..

2010-08-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

i'm so gonna go for a Double Eyelid Surgery when ii grow up,

to make my eyes look bigger and rounder :D

nopes, people~ ii don't consider Double Eyelid Surgery as a form of plastic surgery.

it's very minor surgery, as compared to liposuction etc.

perhaps, it's more of cosmetic surgery, yupps.

ohh, that leads me to a question.

does braces count as a form of plastic surgery?or, cosmetic surgery?

2010-08-03T22:18:00.001+08:00

ii saw a bag in Century Square just now, when ii was window shopping with darlinggg, before the movie.

it's naise, omg.haizxc~

so many wants, BUT NO MONEY, RAWR! :(

Street Dance, BABYYY~

2010-08-03T21:03:00.004+08:00

went to watch Street Dance with darlinggg~

you (whoever is reading this) should go watch it, seriously.

it's AWESOME TTM, woo!

hahahs :D

I WANNA LEARN DANCING, LIKE RIGHTTT NAOOOZ x)

Mistakes are sometimes the best memories,,,

don't you agree?

2010-08-03T11:15:00.007+08:00

HELLO KITTY INSTAX MINI 7S PREORDER

Directly imported from Korea!
$170

INSTAX 210 WIDE PREORDER
Directly imported from Korea!
$170

Zomggg, damn expensive can -.-
more interested in the
though..lOl.
ii shall wait long l o n g.

2010-08-03T11:02:00.003+08:00

ii wanna have a photoshoot of my own too! :(

anyone has lobang of affordable price?lOl.. :/

B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L, isn't it?

now i'm influenced.

I N T O photography - my current interest.

so goood~ :/

2010-08-02T19:44:00.002+08:00

Jaslyn's birthay is coming.

Her list of wants is gonna be fulfilled by all her friends.

A polaroid camera, is one of the items on the list.

Weiting, alone, actually bought her a 127dollars worth polaroid camera.

Poor girl though, cause her bank is left with just 6 dollars, lOl~

But damn naise alright? :/

*Envy her*

Zomg, ii also want a polaroid camera! ::((( haizxc.

？

2010-08-02T11:47:00.000+08:00

继续？

clueless.

2010-08-01T23:28:00.002+08:00

what .. exactly .. is making me hang on?..

ii dunno, ii seriously dunno.

如果放手，会比较开心吗？