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W E I Z H E N.
aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence
&so be it.
born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92
proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (:
music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am.
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Thursday, September 30, 2010, @ 8:21 PM

damn you,

accounting!

_|_

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:21 PM

Monday, September 27, 2010, @ 9:51 PM

it's all about the trust issues.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:51 PM

@ 4:44 PM

hohooho

makeup can seriously do wonders to your face

it's like 'majix'! -.-

http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/462798/youll_be_shocked_by_how_these_china_girls_look_without_makeup.html

not being racist, cause i'm a chinese tOo

LOL.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 4:44 PM

@ 1:12 PM

okay, i've decided -

instead of wanting a photoshoot on my 18th birthday,

ii shall have it on my 21st birthday

since 21st birthday is the milestone in one's life

& when ii legally become an adult too. :)

reason being simple.

ii should have the financial capability to do so by then.

LOL. :D

A twenty first birthday is indeed a milestone

and should be honored in such a way

as to pass on wisdom and understanding

as one moves from young adulthood into a more mature adult world.

Responsibilities increase and relationships become more and more integral to a person's life make up.

At the age of 21

when celebrating a 21st birthday

it is understood that this young man or woman is now able to draw on the experiences of those who have gone before

and to learn some of those lessons from the words others have passed along.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:12 PM

Sunday, September 26, 2010, @ 4:57 PM

you gotta learn to be independent.

& get use to life without me.

it is possibly the very first step.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 4:57 PM

Saturday, September 25, 2010, @ 9:14 PM

Zzz.

equally STUBBORN.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:14 PM

@ 7:54 PM

humble!

heheehe, not bad aye? *shy*

took these with my 5 mega pixel camera phone. :D

ii think its considered not bad le bah.

got a bit of the feel, perhaps? *heh*

I WANT A CAMERA(!)

my birthday is coming O~ :X

HAAHAHAHS ^^V

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:54 PM

@ 3:20 PM

you're no longer mine.

ii shouldn't get affected.

ii can't still be protective of you.

my thinking shouldn't be like the way it was when we were together.

你已不属于我的了。

you're free to do whatever you want.

- stay out & be merry.

ii gotta learn to be independent.

& think for myself, instead of always thinking for others.

为我自己而活。

sounds really selfish.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 3:20 PM

@ 1:51 PM

你需要人时，才会来找 -.-

wth..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:51 PM

Friday, September 24, 2010, @ 2:20 PM

Definition of sex:

It's an injection

with affection

to the mid-section

from a projection

without any objection

hopefully no infection.

he's funny

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:20 PM

@ 1:50 PM

even before i'm lifting you up,

i've decided to put you down.

lOl. :D

yupps, ii believe it's a good decision. ^^V

一直以来，好像都是一相情愿。O.o hmmmms...

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:50 PM

@ 12:28 PM

it's back to square one.

pushed up, pulled down, wtf.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:28 PM

@ 11:59 AM

Jessica Leong Jing Ting...

ii need you now. :'(

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:59 AM

@ 11:50 AM

ohh, & as usual..

you didn't give a damn.

you didn't bother.

your results came, you just blabbered on about your results.

about how your CDS always get a B.

it was as if ii nvr said anything about mine.

it's alright.IT'S ALRIGHT.

i'm fine.afterall, ii should be used to it by now.

you're still thinking about yourself, & only yourself.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:50 AM

Thursday, September 23, 2010, @ 2:34 PM

god, whats wrong with me?!

为什么一直在"脸书" (LMAOROFL) 瞄你呢? -.-

想和你说话, 但又不敢.

嗨哟..我是怎么了?

get out of my head, thankyou. :D

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:34 PM

@ 12:00 PM

ii feel so guilty-free nowadays.

it's like ii no longer have to lie, or feel afraid of bumping into my parents when i'm out.

ii can really 光明正大 just tell them who i'm out with, where i'll be at & what i'm doing.

it's like ii no longer have to mix the truth and the lies together.

no more white lies; only the truth.

yupps, indeed.

it feels really good & nice. :)

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:00 PM

Wednesday, September 22, 2010, @ 6:47 PM

I'm not a toy.

Don't throw me away as and when you wish to.

Thank you for respecting me.

Regards

Weiizhen

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:47 PM

@ 6:23 PM

ii don't like the way you talked to me today.

you sounded really irritated & annoyed like you didn't wanna talk to me.

if thats really the case, no worries, ii won't bother you no more.

yupps, ii meant it.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:23 PM

@ 3:51 PM

this is wrong..
ii shouldn't even be thinking of meeting/finding you just now when ii thought about what to do ltr after leaving sharon's house.
that was the past, we're no longer together.
yes, ii admit that after breaking up, ii feel really lost.
like i've nowhere to go, nothing to do..

it's alright.
this is normal, ii guess - just an after effect.
i'll get over it.
yupps, ii will. :)

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 3:51 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2010, @ 10:38 AM

不帅；

but i'm just attracted to you.

perhaps because of the attention showered?

不要再想了。

放弃！

keep it to myself. :)

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:38 AM

Monday, September 20, 2010, @ 8:48 PM

ii give up.

放弃吧~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:48 PM

Sunday, September 19, 2010, @ 9:21 PM

fk off, cause ii bite.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:21 PM

@ 2:21 PM

奇怪。

想着的是另一个。

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:21 PM

Saturday, September 18, 2010, @ 9:51 PM

yes, it certainly doesn't feel like we're good friends.

ii dunno, ii guess it's still kinda weird.

furthermore, coming to think of it, we won't very close in the very first place O.o?

i'm sorry that ii took another meaning to your words.

ii guess, yeah, i've to agree with you; the wish-you're-like-me part.

ii actually thought you let me go, & that you've given up.

but well, i'll give it a try.

to view you as someone ii can confide in, as well as trust.

ii guess you're still possibly the one that really understands, or is able to link my words to the actual issue.

lOl, it's freakish aye.but its also nice, yupps.

& yes, ii was referring to friday...

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:51 PM

@ 4:26 PM

ii dislike, wait, in fact ii hate the fact that ii seem non-existent to you guys.

mind you, ii do not use big words like hate.

so when ii do say it, ii meant it.

我不是吃玻璃长大的, i'm not invisible alright?!

if you guys are just gonna treat me like i'm not there; ignore me; neglect me or whatever effing shit.

go on, continue talking about your stuff, and be in "your worlds".

then please, don't even ask me along..

ii feel like a loner, even though i'm with a group -.-

for eff sake, ii hate it.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 4:26 PM

@ 2:44 PM

went out to have brunch with my family this morning.

ii dunno why, but somehow i've this feeling that they're always surprised when ii say or when i'm actually tagging along out with them. :/

the other day, ii went Punggol Plaza with them again to have dinner & in the meantime, wait for my brother to release from tuition.

my brother came to join us after his tuition, upon seeing me, he said "woah, 难得 you'll come."

yeah, that was hurtful.

when in the car, ii told my mum about the lobang that lillian shared with me.

she said it's up to me.

S$6 per hour, for 1 day, 4 hours only. however, the pay will be given 1 or 2 months ltr.

when my dad heard it, he said he'll give me 20 bucks so that i'll just stay at home.

this is really bad...

my brother say that "woah, laopa have to give you money to make you stay at home.majiam like he buying his daughter's time."

this time, my mum kinda expressed her unhappiness.

like she so xin ku & all, my dad also nvr say buy my mother's time etc.

my dad replied that "she (referring to me) everyday come home, study, sleep, study, sleep...where got time?"

hmmms, yes, ii felt like shit.

cause i've been lying to them...

& also, cause ii realised that i've actually been neglecting my family, as well as my friends. :(

i've been devoting too much time to studies, project, school, & him.

it hurts me to know all these.

it hurts me even more to actually take so long to realise all these.

but it's alright.

i'm a free bird now.

i'll do whatever ii can, to make it up to them -

the people who loves me, the people whom ii love & is closest to my heart.

i'm really sorry for being an arse, a jerk, and a really bad daughter/friend.

lOl..while searching for those pictures,

ii came across this as well.

lOl..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:44 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2010, @ 9:33 PM

SISTERS

LOVE YOU GIRLS! ^^(Y)

♥

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:33 PM

@ 7:23 PM

AHAHAHS, OKAY, ii was reading my friend's blog.

ii came across this.

zomg, it's hilarious.

LMAOROFL.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:23 PM

Wednesday, September 15, 2010, @ 9:09 PM

your selfish thinking.

ohwell, it doesn't matter.

if it makes you happy, by all means.

it's alright if i'm the only one hurt, cause ii don't want anyone to be hurt with me.

i'm willing to be the bad guy.

& so, ii am.

your contradicting words.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:09 PM

@ 6:14 PM

Hi blog,

ii think i'm abnormal.

my feelings are numb now.

how can someone possibly get over stuff so quickly?

ii guess the facebook quizzes are true.

What kind of person are you?

Dear Weiizhen PinkyWinky Ng, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Conclusion:

I. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you.

II. You have an innocent thinking.

III. But it attracts members of the opposite sex.

i'm an alien.

how freakish can ii be?

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:14 PM

Tuesday, September 14, 2010, @ 11:56 PM

Oh Really? O.o

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:56 PM

@ 11:44 PM

ii don't feel anything.

i'm numb.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:44 PM

@ 9:46 PM

你說的話

ni shuo de hua

The things you’ve said,

在我心中生了根

zai wo xin zhong sheng le gen

had plant it’s roots in my heart.

愛得很深

ai de hen shen

(I) loved you so deep,

所以心會疼

suo yi xin hui teng

that’s why (my) would hurt.

記憶在我的心中翻滾

ji yi zai wo de xin zhong fan gun

The memories are rolling in my heart.

是不是每一個人

shi bu shi mei yi ge ren

Is it right that everyone

都像我一樣笨

dou xiang wo yi yang ben

is as stupid as me.

只怕再問

zhi pa zai wen

(I’m) scared to ask again.

對彼此都太殘忍

dui bi ci dou tai can ren

It’s too harsh on the both of us.

我能感覺

wo neng gan jue

I can feel

另外一個人

ling wai yi ge ren

another person.

我等等笑容換成淚痕

wo deng deng xiao rong huan cheng lei hen

I’m waiting for the smiles to become tears.

愛在崩潰的時候

ai zai beng kui de shi hou

When love is in the mist of collapsing,

比較真

bi jiao zhen

it’s more real.

太多疑問

tai duo yi wen

(There are) too much questions.

知道答案又如何

zhi dao da an you ru he

(I) know what’s the answer going to be.

原來容忍不需要天份

yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen

Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.

只要愛錯一個人

zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren

Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實

xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi

Heartache is more real then happiness.

愛為何這樣的諷刺

ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci

Why does love (have) this kind satire.

我忘了這是第幾次

wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci

I’ve forgotten how many times

一見你就無法堅持

yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi

I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開

fang bu kai

(I) cannot let go

也看不見未來

ye kan bu jian wei lai

nor see (my) future.

難道這種不完美

nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei

Could it be that this imperfectness

才是愛情真實的樣子

cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi

is what love really is.

太多疑問

tai duo yi wen

(There are) too much questions.

知道答案又如何

zhi dao da an you ru he

(I) know what’s the answer going to be.

原來容忍不需要天份

yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen

Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent.

只要愛錯一個人

zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren

Just need to love the wrong person.

心痛比快樂更真實

xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi

Heartache is more real then happiness.

愛為何這樣的諷刺

ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci

Why does love (have) this kind satire.

我忘了這是第幾次

wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci

I’ve forgotten how many times

一見你就無法堅持

yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi

I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

孤獨比擁抱更真實

gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi

Loneliness is more real then an embrace.

愛讓人失去了理智

ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi

Love makes people lose (their) rationality.

會不會是我太自私

hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si

Am I being too selfish for

拒絕更寂寞的日子

ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi

rejecting more lonelier days.

放不開

fang bu kai

(I) cannot let go

也看不見未來

ye kan bu jian wei lai

nor see (my) future.

難道這種不完美

nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei

Could it be that this imperfectness

才是愛情真實的樣子

cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi

is what love really is.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:46 PM

@ 9:39 PM

who was the one who took me for granted

who was the one who intiated this

who was the one who started all these crap

fuck fuck fuck

my fault now

fine

URGH

my fault that all this happen

he raise it up

he initiated it

he didnt appreciate me

he took me for granted

now its my fault

ii hurt him

fine

think about it

how much ii have contributed to the relationship

you were just the receiver

easy for you to say

you're the one hurting now huh

all you think is yourself

i'm not hurt?

fine

bye.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:39 PM

@ 9:14 PM

I'M FUCKING UPSET.

WHAT THE FUCK.

*no link with the video*

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:14 PM

@ 12:05 PM

RENCE ^^(Y)

today marks the last day of my exams!

gonna go for a job interview tmr at RWS~

don't get too excited, i'm just working at the Chinese Restaurant, Ruyi, hahahahs :D

not as an employee of RWS :P

let's see, i'm going to USS this friday, wooo! ^^(Y)

heard that YOG is asking for a few rides to be open for us.

how cool is that, taking a ride in the dark.

hahahahs, *scream* who screamed? *point fingers* LOL x)

main thing is i'm gonna be meeting up with my YOG department people & the fellow volunteers.

hahahahs, have been looking forward to seeing terence & gang (Y) *giggles*

alrighty, off i'm going to school.

*twist fingers*

hopefully the paper won't kill me. :)

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:05 PM

Sunday, September 12, 2010, @ 10:34 PM

ii screwed my GPA.

hahahs, this is funny, trust me.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:34 PM

@ 9:49 AM

Soft method didn't work.

Hard method didn't work.

Would ignorance work?

urgh..

ii feel like poop. -.-

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:49 AM

@ 9:45 AM

are you able to make me happy, although you were the one to make me upset/unhappy/angry?

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:45 AM

Tuesday, September 7, 2010, @ 5:25 PM

O.o

For now, i'm certain you're not the one for me.

but well, who knows?..

i've got weird taste, hahahahs~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 5:25 PM

The best things in life can never be kept; They must be given away.
Profile W E I Z H E N. aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence &so be it. born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92 proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (: music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am. protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers. bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (; ii believe that - ◄ ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS. ► This is my blog&if you hate it, click SAYONARA &you'll be gone for good.	Tagboard
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Thursday, September 30, 2010, @ 8:21 PM damn you, accounting! _\|_ You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 8:21 PM Monday, September 27, 2010, @ 9:51 PM D: it's all about the trust issues. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:51 PM @ 4:44 PM hohooho makeup can seriously do wonders to your face it's like 'majix'! -.- http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/stomp/sgseen/this_urban_jungle/462798/youll_be_shocked_by_how_these_china_girls_look_without_makeup.html not being racist, cause i'm a chinese tOo LOL. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 4:44 PM @ 1:12 PM okay, i've decided - instead of wanting a photoshoot on my 18th birthday, ii shall have it on my 21st birthday since 21st birthday is the milestone in one's life & when ii legally become an adult too. :) reason being simple. ii should have the financial capability to do so by then. LOL. :D A twenty first birthday is indeed a milestone and should be honored in such a way as to pass on wisdom and understanding as one moves from young adulthood into a more mature adult world. Responsibilities increase and relationships become more and more integral to a person's life make up. At the age of 21 when celebrating a 21st birthday it is understood that this young man or woman is now able to draw on the experiences of those who have gone before and to learn some of those lessons from the words others have passed along. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 1:12 PM Sunday, September 26, 2010, @ 4:57 PM you gotta learn to be independent. & get use to life without me. it is possibly the very first step. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 4:57 PM Saturday, September 25, 2010, @ 9:14 PM Zzz. equally STUBBORN. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:14 PM @ 7:54 PM humble! heheehe, not bad aye? shy took these with my 5 mega pixel camera phone. :D ii think its considered not bad le bah. got a bit of the feel, perhaps? heh I WANT A CAMERA(!) my birthday is coming O~ :X HAAHAHAHS ^^V You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:54 PM @ 3:20 PM you're no longer mine. ii shouldn't get affected. ii can't still be protective of you. my thinking shouldn't be like the way it was when we were together. 你已不属于我的了。 you're free to do whatever you want. - stay out & be merry. ii gotta learn to be independent. & think for myself, instead of always thinking for others. 为我自己而活。 sounds really selfish. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 3:20 PM @ 1:51 PM 你需要人时，才会来找 -.- wth.. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 1:51 PM Friday, September 24, 2010, @ 2:20 PM Definition of sex: It's an injection with affection to the mid-section from a projection without any objection hopefully no infection. :D he's funny You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 2:20 PM @ 1:50 PM even before i'm lifting you up, i've decided to put you down. lOl. :D yupps, ii believe it's a good decision. ^^V 一直以来，好像都是一相情愿。O.o hmmmms... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 1:50 PM @ 12:28 PM it's back to square one. pushed up, pulled down, wtf. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 12:28 PM @ 11:59 AM Jessica Leong Jing Ting... ii need you now. :'( You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:59 AM @ 11:50 AM ohh, & as usual.. you didn't give a damn. you didn't bother. your results came, you just blabbered on about your results. about how your CDS always get a B. it was as if ii nvr said anything about mine. it's alright.IT'S ALRIGHT. i'm fine.afterall, ii should be used to it by now. you're still thinking about yourself, & only yourself. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:50 AM Thursday, September 23, 2010, @ 2:34 PM god, whats wrong with me?! 为什么一直在"脸书" (LMAOROFL) 瞄你呢? -.- 想和你说话, 但又不敢. 嗨哟..我是怎么了? :/ get out of my head, thankyou. :D You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 2:34 PM @ 12:00 PM :) ii feel so guilty-free nowadays. it's like ii no longer have to lie, or feel afraid of bumping into my parents when i'm out. ii can really 光明正大 just tell them who i'm out with, where i'll be at & what i'm doing. it's like ii no longer have to mix the truth and the lies together. no more white lies; only the truth. yupps, indeed. it feels really good & nice. :) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 12:00 PM Wednesday, September 22, 2010, @ 6:47 PM I'm not a toy. Don't throw me away as and when you wish to. Thank you for respecting me. Regards Weiizhen You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:47 PM @ 6:23 PM ii don't like the way you talked to me today. you sounded really irritated & annoyed like you didn't wanna talk to me. if thats really the case, no worries, ii won't bother you no more. yupps, ii meant it. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:23 PM @ 3:51 PM this is wrong.. ii shouldn't even be thinking of meeting/finding you just now when ii thought about what to do ltr after leaving sharon's house. that was the past, we're no longer together. yes, ii admit that after breaking up, ii feel really lost. like i've nowhere to go, nothing to do.. it's alright. this is normal, ii guess - just an after effect. i'll get over it. yupps, ii will. :) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 3:51 PM Tuesday, September 21, 2010, @ 10:38 AM 不帅； but i'm just attracted to you. perhaps because of the attention showered? 不要再想了。放弃！ keep it to myself. :) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 10:38 AM Monday, September 20, 2010, @ 8:48 PM ii give up. 放弃吧~ :) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 8:48 PM Sunday, September 19, 2010, @ 9:21 PM fk off, cause ii bite. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:21 PM @ 2:21 PM 奇怪。想着的是另一个。 You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 2:21 PM Saturday, September 18, 2010, @ 9:51 PM yes, it certainly doesn't feel like we're good friends. ii dunno, ii guess it's still kinda weird. furthermore, coming to think of it, we won't very close in the very first place O.o? i'm sorry that ii took another meaning to your words. ii guess, yeah, i've to agree with you; the wish-you're-like-me part. ii actually thought you let me go, & that you've given up. but well, i'll give it a try. to view you as someone ii can confide in, as well as trust. ii guess you're still possibly the one that really understands, or is able to link my words to the actual issue. lOl, it's freakish aye.but its also nice, yupps. & yes, ii was referring to friday... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:51 PM @ 4:26 PM ii dislike, wait, in fact ii hate the fact that ii seem non-existent to you guys. mind you, ii do not use big words like hate. so when ii do say it, ii meant it. 我不是吃玻璃长大的, i'm not invisible alright?! if you guys are just gonna treat me like i'm not there; ignore me; neglect me or whatever effing shit. go on, continue talking about your stuff, and be in "your worlds". then please, don't even ask me along.. ii feel like a loner, even though i'm with a group -.- for eff sake, ii hate it. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 4:26 PM @ 2:44 PM went out to have brunch with my family this morning. ii dunno why, but somehow i've this feeling that they're always surprised when ii say or when i'm actually tagging along out with them. :/ the other day, ii went Punggol Plaza with them again to have dinner & in the meantime, wait for my brother to release from tuition. my brother came to join us after his tuition, upon seeing me, he said "woah, 难得 you'll come." yeah, that was hurtful. when in the car, ii told my mum about the lobang that lillian shared with me. she said it's up to me. S$6 per hour, for 1 day, 4 hours only. however, the pay will be given 1 or 2 months ltr. when my dad heard it, he said he'll give me 20 bucks so that i'll just stay at home. this is really bad... my brother say that "woah, laopa have to give you money to make you stay at home.majiam like he buying his daughter's time." this time, my mum kinda expressed her unhappiness. like she so xin ku & all, my dad also nvr say buy my mother's time etc. my dad replied that "she (referring to me) everyday come home, study, sleep, study, sleep...where got time?" hmmms, yes, ii felt like shit. cause i've been lying to them... & also, cause ii realised that i've actually been neglecting my family, as well as my friends. :( i've been devoting too much time to studies, project, school, & him. it hurts me to know all these. it hurts me even more to actually take so long to realise all these. but it's alright. i'm a free bird now. i'll do whatever ii can, to make it up to them - the people who loves me, the people whom ii love & is closest to my heart. i'm really sorry for being an arse, a jerk, and a really bad daughter/friend. lOl..while searching for those pictures, ii came across this as well. lOl.. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 2:44 PM Thursday, September 16, 2010, @ 9:33 PM SISTERS LOVE YOU GIRLS! ^^(Y) ♥ You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:33 PM @ 7:23 PM AHAHAHS, OKAY, ii was reading my friend's blog. & ii came across this. zomg, it's hilarious. LMAOROFL. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:23 PM Wednesday, September 15, 2010, @ 9:09 PM your selfish thinking. ohwell, it doesn't matter. if it makes you happy, by all means. it's alright if i'm the only one hurt, cause ii don't want anyone to be hurt with me. i'm willing to be the bad guy. & so, ii am. your contradicting words. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:09 PM @ 6:14 PM Hi blog, ii think i'm abnormal. my feelings are numb now. how can someone possibly get over stuff so quickly? ii guess the facebook quizzes are true. What kind of person are you? Dear Weiizhen PinkyWinky Ng, You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again. Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular. Conclusion: I. Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you. II. You have an innocent thinking. III. But it attracts members of the opposite sex. i'm an alien. how freakish can ii be? You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:14 PM Tuesday, September 14, 2010, @ 11:56 PM Oh Really? O.o You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:56 PM @ 11:44 PM ii don't feel anything. i'm numb. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:44 PM @ 9:46 PM 你說的話 ni shuo de hua The things you’ve said, 在我心中生了根 zai wo xin zhong sheng le gen had plant it’s roots in my heart. 愛得很深 ai de hen shen (I) loved you so deep, 所以心會疼 suo yi xin hui teng that’s why (my) would hurt. 記憶在我的心中翻滾 ji yi zai wo de xin zhong fan gun The memories are rolling in my heart. 是不是每一個人 shi bu shi mei yi ge ren Is it right that everyone 都像我一樣笨 dou xiang wo yi yang ben is as stupid as me. 只怕再問 zhi pa zai wen (I’m) scared to ask again. 對彼此都太殘忍 dui bi ci dou tai can ren It’s too harsh on the both of us. 我能感覺 wo neng gan jue I can feel 另外一個人 ling wai yi ge ren another person. 我等等笑容換成淚痕 wo deng deng xiao rong huan cheng lei hen I’m waiting for the smiles to become tears. 愛在崩潰的時候 ai zai beng kui de shi hou When love is in the mist of collapsing, 比較真 bi jiao zhen it’s more real. 太多疑問 tai duo yi wen (There are) too much questions. 知道答案又如何 zhi dao da an you ru he (I) know what’s the answer going to be. 原來容忍不需要天份 yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent. 只要愛錯一個人 zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren Just need to love the wrong person. 心痛比快樂更真實 xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi Heartache is more real then happiness. 愛為何這樣的諷刺 ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci Why does love (have) this kind satire. 我忘了這是第幾次 wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci I’ve forgotten how many times 一見你就無法堅持 yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 放不開 fang bu kai (I) cannot let go 也看不見未來 ye kan bu jian wei lai nor see (my) future. 難道這種不完美 nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei Could it be that this imperfectness 才是愛情真實的樣子 cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi is what love really is. 太多疑問 tai duo yi wen (There are) too much questions. 知道答案又如何 zhi dao da an you ru he (I) know what’s the answer going to be. 原來容忍不需要天份 yuan lai yong ren bu xu yao tian fen Actually tolerating doesn’t need talent. 只要愛錯一個人 zhi yao ai cuo yi ge ren Just need to love the wrong person. 心痛比快樂更真實 xin tong bi kuai le geng zhen shi Heartache is more real then happiness. 愛為何這樣的諷刺 ai wei he zhe yang de feng ci Why does love (have) this kind satire. 我忘了這是第幾次 wo wang le zhe shi di ji ci I’ve forgotten how many times 一見你就無法堅持 yi jian ni jiu wu fa jian chi I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 孤獨比擁抱更真實 gu du bi yong bao geng zhen shi Loneliness is more real then an embrace. 愛讓人失去了理智 ai rang ren shi qu le li zhi Love makes people lose (their) rationality. 會不會是我太自私 hui bu hui shi wo tai zi si Am I being too selfish for 拒絕更寂寞的日子 ju jue geng ji mo de ri zi rejecting more lonelier days. 放不開 fang bu kai (I) cannot let go 也看不見未來 ye kan bu jian wei lai nor see (my) future. 難道這種不完美 nan dao zhe zhong bu wan mei Could it be that this imperfectness 才是愛情真實的樣子 cai shi ai qing zhen shi de yang zi is what love really is. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:46 PM @ 9:39 PM who was the one who took me for granted who was the one who intiated this who was the one who started all these crap fuck fuck fuck my fault now fine URGH my fault that all this happen he raise it up he initiated it he didnt appreciate me he took me for granted now its my fault ii hurt him fine think about it how much ii have contributed to the relationship you were just the receiver easy for you to say you're the one hurting now huh all you think is yourself i'm not hurt? fine bye. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:39 PM @ 9:14 PM I'M FUCKING UPSET. WHAT THE FUCK. no link with the video You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:14 PM @ 12:05 PM RENCE ^^(Y) today marks the last day of my exams! gonna go for a job interview tmr at RWS~ don't get too excited, i'm just working at the Chinese Restaurant, Ruyi, hahahahs :D not as an employee of RWS :P let's see, i'm going to USS this friday, wooo! ^^(Y) heard that YOG is asking for a few rides to be open for us. how cool is that, taking a ride in the dark. hahahahs, scream who screamed? point fingers LOL x) main thing is i'm gonna be meeting up with my YOG department people & the fellow volunteers. hahahahs, have been looking forward to seeing terence & gang (Y) giggles alrighty, off i'm going to school. twist fingers hopefully the paper won't kill me. :) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 12:05 PM Sunday, September 12, 2010, @ 10:34 PM ii screwed my GPA. hahahs, this is funny, trust me. :D You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 10:34 PM @ 9:49 AM Soft method didn't work. Hard method didn't work. Would ignorance work? urgh.. ii feel like poop. -.- You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:49 AM @ 9:45 AM are you able to make me happy, although you were the one to make me upset/unhappy/angry? You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:45 AM Tuesday, September 7, 2010, @ 5:25 PM O.o For now, i'm certain you're not the one for me. but well, who knows?.. i've got weird taste, hahahahs~ You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:25 PM