Sunday, November 29, 2009, @ 4:30 PM
ohhohh, &&&~
HAPPY 17 th, BABY WORM ;D
may your wishes come true.
You're always there♥ 4:30 PM
@ 4:18 PM
I WANNA EAT ..
You're always there♥ 4:18 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009, @ 9:59 PM
o.m.g
why?why?WHY? ):::
my idol, still.
You're always there♥ 9:59 PM
@ 12:05 AM
Erased, i've been...
its not the feel, but the fact.- erased -
guess ii was never a part, though ii had been there for a short two years, in the very beginning.
sometimes ii really wonder..
- how would everything be like, if ii hadnt chose this path?
ii would much rather have regrets about not doing what people said, than regretting not doing what my heart led me to and wondering what life had been like if i'd just been myself.
i've made a sacrifice, as a result.
- i've lost you guys |:
You're always there♥ 12:05 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009, @ 10:41 PM
ONE DAY OLD ;D
ytd, 21th November 2009, was the birth of the baby ♥[Chi]²s ;D- Baby. ♥[Chi]ckEN.
- Baby. ♥[Chi]mpANzee.
LOL.
1month of dating + 9months of pregnancy = 10months (:::
LOL.
wellwell,,, sorry for what happened today.
its already over, *bygones (:
Happy Ending - Full Stop (.)
EN♥AN.
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- just some really really random thought -
The kinds of boyf girls should avoid having.
1. One who Smokes.
2. One who Loves looking at other girls.
3. One who Games alot.
4. _______________. (Fill in the Blanks)
Fortunately/Unfortunately, mine happens to fall under number3 .
but of course, he is of EXCEPTION, that is ;D
LOLOLOL, nonsense ;)
You're always there♥ 10:41 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009, @ 5:08 PM
10th!
to be Exact, 8th ;D loveloveloveya!
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23:59 PM
okay, the timing looks fake ;Xx
ii cant rmb exactly what time did ii reach home, so whatsoever (:
todays ahMei Jie's wedding - held in Traders Hotel (by Shangri-La)
it was pretty cool.
the wedding photos were AWESOME.
she is all along pretty, but somehow she was even prettier tonight.
the process of the groom trying to get the bride was hilarious.
who would actually ask questions like "what kind of sanitary pads does she use?" or "what is her bra cup size?".LOL.
its forgivable, if he doesnt know.at least it shows how not-sick he is, to a certain extent (:
but it'll be nice if the guy actually knows.can see the 细心-ness in him, aww.
ohOhh, ii kinda felt like smacking his head when he said the wrong answer.
bridesmaid: "when was the first kiss?"
groom: just down at the void deck.
bridesmaid: WRONG!its at the Esplanade!
groom: huh?no lo, that was the first time we hold hands!
wellwell, who to believe?
the bride, of course.
the bride is always right, nvr wrong ;D LOL.
another part funny part was when the groom was ask to make 10 promises.
(he was given a "booklet", whereby he was supposed to read out loud)
one of the promises was "I will report to you my earnings.my money would be yours, while yours would be yours." - LOL, nice one huh?hahaha ;D
your money is mine, while mine is still mine. woo ::D
alrighty, ii shall stop here; dead-beaten.
time to ORH ORH MI! (:
Wedding - Is it really the most important thing to a girl/woman?..
You're always there♥ 5:08 PM
@ 11:13 AM
ii feel like i've lost my secondary school friends as well.
You're always there♥ 11:13 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009, @ 5:06 PM
I. ii really didnt how ii was suppose to react. that picture was taken when ii was sec1/2.
&yes, i've to admit - ii was kinda zi lian with myself.
but ii mean "hello?!", thats super damn history.
i've got n o c o m m e n t s if you guys wanna go around making fun of people.
ii seriously dunno how was ii supposed to react.
- act cute?kp; say "woahlaoye"?laugh?blush?be "tei"­?..
- sorry, thats not me -
just some random thoughts:
*its NOT a crime to be born ugly.its not like someone wants to be ugly?PLUS, no one is ugly.
its just that cause there're much prettier people out there, that why.
dont criticise; its a big big turnoff.
II. ii didnt go public speaking tutorial today.
it was raining damn heavily.
&ii was trapped.ii wasnt able to go back to school.
ii wanted to cab back; ii wanted to chiong back;
either way, isnt gonna work cause the freaking rain was just too heavy.
- i'll get very drenched.
didnt feel well while waiting for the rain to subside.got an MC from the poly clinic doctor.
im gonna have to solo present an impromptu speech next week.
ohGod, ohWell.theres nothing ii can do.
who tell me to miss today's tutorial.
ii shouldnt have left school.dumb dumb.
wish me luck for next week huh.
ii shall get myself prepared (: *ii can de!*
GAMBETEH!HWAITING!
III. in some ways, ii dont mind hanging around with vin's classmates.
hahas, they're pretty fun people.
there isnt any dent on my lappy, it didnt spoil; no worries xD
hahaha :D
thanks for the laugh (:
You're always there♥ 5:06 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009, @ 11:27 AM
with regards to CCN day ytd.Our dance floor concept didnt work out well.
luckily, there was the drinks "stall".
the three of us (tzyHuoy, liewSiew&me) went around selling tickets.
it was tough.
the reasons people gave was "ii didnt bring my wallet", "ii dont know how to dance" ...
we sacrificed our money while trying to market Jam Factory.
well, its for charity.uh huh, so its a good deed.
ii guess we're really very soft-hearted.
practically almost all the people that approached us, we bought their stuff ._.
haix, thats our weakness, ii guess.
darling was the very first to buy our tickets.
yeahyeah, cause hes my darling.of course he has to show his support for me blah blah blah.
you might be having that thinking huh?hah, ii know.ii know.
its a fact, i've to admit.
ii gotta thank jieHao & daniel.
perhaps because ii was their "daSao" so they supported me O.o?
ii dunno *shrug*, but still thanks guys (:
there were problems when we went back.
those who didnt ordered the mask, actually took it.
so yeah, the three of us didnt manage to get ours.
if you guys are unhappy with us because of the masks.
ii really got NO COMMENTS.
cause its not our fault that the mask were taken, &that you guys had to refund it back to us.
i've came that far, ii guess the only way is to just continue walking on, step by step & just see whats in stored for me.
im hanging on, although my hands are sweaty & slippery.
STRENGTH, please?
hah...... |:
You're always there♥ 11:27 AM
@ 10:52 AM
ii was just facebook-ing.&ii saw the album Shawn posted.
nobody bothered to even inform us that there will be Preparation for CCN.
NOBODY.
&i've no idea why am ii feeling like crap now, just because ii didnt contribute.
when in the first place, nobody bothered to even tell us.
ii mean as least telling us that there was preparation, is more than enough.
yes, correct.we didnt ask, but you guys didnt even bothered to tell us either.
so you cant say that we're the ones at fault.
if you guys feel that we're being anti-social, by all means.
all ii can say is, im tired.
we're trying to not let you guys think that we're anti-social.
we talk to you guys, we smile at you guys.but nothing is working out.
&it feels like you guys are smiling/talking to us, for the sake of smiling/talking to us.
since we're not even treated as part of the class, so why is this troubling me so much?
I'VE NO IDEA.
its getting harder to smile at you guys.
cause i've no idea whats on your minds.
im trying to keep myself out of unnecessary troubles.
but if you guys wanna treat us like this, what can we do?
seriously, what can we do?..
if you guys wanna treat us like outcast, there's nothing we can do.
but please, spare some thoughts/feelings for us.
try putting yourself in our shoes.
dont just think that we're anti-social, please try to see the effort we're putting in for you guys.
its torturing, troubling&im suffering.
yes, ii may say ii dont care.
but ii do.
cause friends mean a great deal to me.
its hard to not care huh?..
perhaps ii should just slap myself awake.
the problems i've at home are already killing me.
&the only place, ii can really just relax&calm down is School.
ii dunno what am ii to do, now that my happy-place is chaotic & problems-filled.
&guess what, even Yeo is treating us weirdly...
ii seems to have abundant of tears this few days.
how amazing......
ii dont feel like talking.
ii dont feel like smiling.
ii dont feel like seeing people.
ii dont feel like going to school.
ii wanna go yishun to stay.
ii need time to relax & really calm myself down.
ii want a quiet place where ii can just have a piece of mind.
ii need help.
but who can help?or who bothers to help???
ii dont see anyone at the end of the tunnel where the light is......
ii seriously dont.
You're always there♥ 10:52 AM
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