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W E I Z H E N.
aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence
&so be it.
born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92
proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (:
music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am.
protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers.
bully them,,, &you'll get it from me. you're died (;
ii believe that -
ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS.


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♥3D&4D.
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♥1G&2G.
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♥TP '1k09.
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Wednesday, April 29, 2009, @ 9:34 PM

omg ._.
ii saw him again. diaos.
at mushroom this morning.
&at mensa2 during the afternoon.
he was just diagonally all the way on myLeft.
shocked to see him. didnt expect it.
luckily ii didnt see him anymore in the evening. but ii saw all his other his sec5 classmates. LOL.

first time chatting with silas on msn.
quite fun (:
me: whats your first impression of me? is it like.scary, fierce&dao?..
him: abit scary, very fierce&abit dao.
me: woah?this is bad bad. im very nice de :DD LOL.
him: ya.you're nice.
me: lol. dont need to make me feel happy.
him: no. ii mean it. you're nice.
me: nice in what way.since you say so.
him: you're kind of friendly.
me: LOL. my personality so weird de arh? abit scary, very fierce, abit dao&kind of friendly.
o.O?!
*one thing in common of ppl's first impression of me - S C A R Y.

( im so happy tzyHuoy's first impression of me is NICE; aaGirl that keeps laughing. )
LOL. yeah man, tremendous improvement. wooo~ :DD

i'll be carrying out aaPersonality survey of me on ppl ii know.
whoever thats reading,,, you're NEXT :D
LOL. joking~! xP




la.la.L A ~ ~ ~ xD

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:34 PM




@ 5:49 PM

bad news.
- ii have to attend aaLRMworkshop next WEDNESDAY. zz!
which means. no meeting ):
it just keeps dragging. HAIX.
nvm, i'll try to find time (:
HAVE TO! :DD

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 5:49 PM




Tuesday, April 28, 2009, @ 3:29 PM

okays..
its real.
YIKUN IS REALLY ALSO IN TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC.BUSINESS SCHOOL TOO.
omg.omg.omg.omg.omg..
im crazy AGAIN ._.

saw bryan freeman.
bryan: ii forgot yourName.
me: you know myName meh?
bryan: yeah, ii know (:
me: how you know?
bryan: you're darren's.
LOL ._.
im known as darren's. wow. hah.

tmrs WEDNESDAY.
jessy&boony is coming down TP to find me, vin&carmen.
wooHoo! (:
f i n a l l y.. something to really look forward to.
hah (:




*currently in TP library (:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 3:29 PM




Monday, April 27, 2009, @ 9:01 PM

had lessons at 9am.
ii was so tired ii nearly slept in class. LOL.
heard some bad news.
- ii think its better that ii find out the truth before making any decision.
the schoool is like so damn big.
but ii happened to see vin. wow. lol.
communication skill 1 tutorial was corny today.

Whats the Definition of HANDSOME?
- chest hair. (HUH?!?! LOL~! LMAO~!)
- sharp features ._.
- tall?
- muscular.
- thick eyebrows.
Whats the Definition of HUNK?
- vibrant =)mile.
- tann.
- macho.
- electrifying eyes. (ooooo! WOW!)
- six packs?
*this was the definition of what the girls in myClass gave. lol (:
mickey mouse ._.

initially the question was asked to the guys only.
- whats the definition of pretty/beautiful?
as expected. all the outer beauty features were said/bombed.
haix. this precisely the reason why ugly girls like me are often left on the shelf.
LOL. aha :DD

met kor for dinner.
he was with charmaine&christabel.
the very first question he asked them was: she very ugly RIGHT?
WTH ._. ii know la. need to ask&say so loud MEH?!
so paiSeh cans. UGLY CRIME ARH. LOL.




ii am who ii am, take it or leave it.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:01 PM




Saturday, April 25, 2009, @ 7:59 PM

pissed off with "myNeighbour".
f-ing called myDad, an old man.
~~!@#$%^&*()_+  crude hole..
somemore keep pin-pointing its myDad that complained to the town council about her.
please la huh. we cant be bothered with you.
why in the first place will we complain about you ._.
~!@#$%^&*()_+
NEVER INSULT MY DAD, YOU F-ING BITCH ._.
GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT ._.
..
*high possibility it was myXiaoyi who complained..
aaMan from the town council was looking for her in the morning..

(:
abu is gonna get me aaNew line.
woohwoo~ (:
unlimited sms HOOO :DD
truly aa *BLESSING IN DISGUISE!
im sooo haappppyyyyyyyyyy (((:
f i n a l l y.ii wont have to WORRY so much about sms-ing tooo much.
LOL (:

WAY TO GO GIRL :DD





*DON'T look too happy with your public display of bulgers.
LOL. ii came across this from WOMEN magazine the other day at TP library.


kor: omg!abu, somebody jumped off the building.
LOL ._.









Time is too slow for those who wait,
too swift for those who fear,
too long for those who grieve, 
too short for those who rejoice,
but for those who love, 
time is eternity.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:59 PM




Friday, April 24, 2009, @ 10:48 PM

morning was SUCKY.
dont even talk about it.
makes me freaking pissed nia ._. LOL.

vin, lin, tess, dada&dunman ppl cheered me up (:
had lunch with vin at bizPark.
ate "blackPepper" plus LEMON chicken cutlet rice ._.
the LEMON is horribly d i s g u s t i n g.
- its b i t t e r. sour, im fine. b i t t e r ? ! ? !
lunch wasnt as quiet as ii thought it would be :Xx
improvement improvement (: LOL.
met weiLin.
the three of us took aaCab back to dunman for the speechDay.
f i n a l l y,,, ii collected myGCE"O"lvl cert&testimonial (:
met this girl, whom ii have no idea who she is, asked me while pointing to me&vin if we were boygirlf. DIAOS. who are you?! why are you asking me this?!
=)miled at her&turned away ._.
vin&larry pei me to 5Aclassroom to find tess (:
omg.she was s c a r y.she seemed hungry enough to e a t someone w h o l e. LOL.
ohya.thanks GIRL.for that question LO ._. joking~

omg.omg.OMG!
ii saw YIKUN. AHHH! :DD
yikun.yikun.yikun (:
*im very sure it wasnt yiKun ii saw at TP the other day.

had to head back TP for the LRM orientation ):
didnt want to go back.
ii was tired.PLUS, ii dunno when i'll be able to see yiKun again.
haix. lol.
it was totally i m p o s s i b l e to not get high during the orientation.

1K09~!
awesome.
awesome.
AWE! SOME~!

the orientation was supposingly supposed to b o n d ourClass&ppl from LRM ._.
DIAOS. it didnt work.
theres still clicks in ourClass ._.
*im not really that happy with myClass currently.
BUT.im fine with myGroup.really (:
seems like it'll be aaTough year ahead with myOther classmates ):
PROVIDED.that we bond.
lets *HOPE* for that..

tookPart in the humanWheelbarrom challenge.
ii was the carrier, lin was the crawler.
sorry girl. xin ku ni le.
well done.good job, girls~! (:

GAMBATEH zhenn.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:48 PM




Thursday, April 23, 2009, @ 6:45 PM

zz.ii was chased out of the library because of the stupid fire drills exercise ._.
ii only managed to watch the front part of "17again" la.
*cursing&swearing* LOL.
went block327 to eat dinner with kor.
chat.laugh.joke.
*BANG*
someone's bicycle tire burst ._.
ii 'jumped', kor 'shrink'. LOL.
bloodyHell,,, he was laughing at me because of myReaction.
S U P E R  S T U N N E D.
kor thought someone was shotting aaGun.
DIAOS. c'mon la huh.
this is SINGAPORE mans. dont play play.
gun = jail. LOL! :DD

ohya.im appointed as assistant classRep.
cher needs myHandphone number.
so that we can contact each other easier.
&ii used it as anExcuse to 'hint' myParents to return me mine :Xx
heh! if it works, its aaBlessing in disguise (:
*T W I S T  F I N G E R S . P R A Y* hahas.

will be in school for the whole of tmr.
- LRM orientation.
gotta sleep early tonight.
very T I R E D.

i'll be meeting vin for lunch tmr (((:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:45 PM




@ 2:33 PM

:Xx im in the library using the computer now.
didnt want to go home so early.
the chair very scary. shaky de.
haix. ii really gotta lose weight liaos ):
havent ate dinner for the past few days :Xx
ii cant facebook ~!@#$%^&*()_+ random ._.
"TOGETHER" by rubern is really aa very nice song (:
im repeating it over&over again (:
ohya! heard that by June can move in to myNew house le.
so G L A D.
its like . F I N A L L Y! LOL.
ii can spam clothes&all le. cause ii have myOwn wardrobe :DD
yeah man! oolala (:
took bus72 this morning.
an old couple sat in front of me.
doing exactly what the young couple did ytd.
but the feeling very diff :Xx
weird ._. hah (:






*i.s.l.y ):

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:33 PM




Wednesday, April 22, 2009, @ 8:38 PM

not exactly in the best of mood today.
1. ii understand myLecture. but. ii just dunno how to do myHomework ):
~!@#$%^&*()_+
2. things are easier said than to forget.
3. ii really really really didnt know ii hurt amanda with myPoisonious words.
babyGirl, mama is so sorry about it.
ii know im supposed to stop saying sorry. but. im feeling really bad.
sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry ):
4. aaCouple was sitting behind me in the bus. ii could see whatever they did.
&it made me feel alot more worse, when ii already am ._.
5. low possibility ):





FEEL.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:38 PM




Tuesday, April 21, 2009, @ 9:17 PM

woke up at 6.30am this morning.
&it was SO C O L D. *shiver*
weiLin was still no where to be seen at mushroom, 8.15am.
ii suggest to collect myEz-link card first.
if ii didnt, high possibility - we'll f r e e z e. LOL.
thanks weiLin ._.
HAH! joking xP
looking at myEz-link
- omg!whose that ugly girl?! ._. LOL :DD
lin&silas came to school together WORX! hahaha xD
can tease them liaos. WOO~
*evil laughter* MUA MUA HA HA HA HA HA :DDD !
OB lecture was pretty interesting&fun~ (:
went to tampines central after lecture at 11am.
ate at Manpuku Japan Gourmet Town (:
the food there is pretty not bad.
can go.can go.hahas (:
but! the price is.erm.aaLittle.MORE.yeah :D
met erika. ii was so H A P P Y to see her.
miss dunman ppl like hell ):
talk.talk.talk.
then she ask if ii got new target.
&ii went like.DIAOS?! where got so fast de ._.
of course, you know.still have feelings for HIM la.
cornyErika (: hahas.
she was telling me the whole class know about IT le.
O.O piang! ourClass spread latest news like spread peanut butter on bread seh. LOL.
damn fasto. s c a r y ~ (:
yuLing&lydia came to find us after their movie.
talked aaLittle.
- ii wanna go back DUNMAN! RAWR! - LOL ):
well, well,,, lynn, liewSiew&tzyHuoy went off.
me&weiLin went TMmac.wahaha! :DD
this is when , , ,
the bitching session STARTS.
lol.KIDDING~
we had aaGreat talk.
cleared up the previous misunderstandings.
&yes! ii believe we'll be even closer friends. woo~! (:

HI-FIVE!

ii WOULD prefer the middle finger :DD

it looked alot more appetizing in REAL.

beef curry~

Lin's tofu. LOL (:

liewSiew's..

MINE! :DD
the oMu is nice~

0454 (:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:17 PM




Friday, April 17, 2009, @ 9:32 PM

today marks the end of our DAY2 orientation.
had breakfast with eileen.
abu fetch both of us to school.
ii didnt know where to meet weiLin&regina.
so ii just 跟着感觉走..
&ii ended up at the opposite of where ii was supposed to go ._. 
 DIAOS!
assembled at LT21.
immediately change into our YELLOW orientation shirt.
we all look like freaking BANANAS.
peel banana, peel peel banana~ LOL!
speech.
break time.
- snacks were provided.the donuts were not sweet&it was pretty hard ._.
video.
- funny (:
classroom.
-meet&get to know more about our carePerson.
stadium.
- cheer.cheer.cheer (: ii didnt really scream myLungs out. but. ii was still l o u d..
bedok reservoir.
- cheer cheer cheer. sweat sweat sweat.
zz,,, ii was sitting under the bloody hot sun ._.
the other school had shelter la.diaos.
luckily weiLin had umbrella.
or else, ii would have become aaLobster.
but,,, the heat was still unbearable.
stupid vin suan me when we heard that design school won SOMETHING.
we thought it was the overall champion thingy.
ii was stunned. ii expected BUSINESS to WIN.
turn out they won the most lively award.
&WE, BUSINESS SCHOOL, WON THE OVERALL CHAMPION :DD
haha me somemore la ._. haha me ._. grrrrrr. ii pounce on you then you know arh.
RAWR! hahas (:
*three cheers&three cheers&three cheers for businessSchool.
hip hip hooray.hip hip hooray.hip hip hooray (:
five years in the row to win dragonBoat regatta&overall champion. WOO~
biz rocks my socks~! :DD

- TEAM cheer (red)
business! what are we?~
we..are..a..TEAM! *clapX4
TEAM! *clapX4
TEAM! *clapX4
biz*clap ness*clap, we*clap will*clap WIN*clap! *clapX4
WIN! *clapX4
WIN! *clapX4
YEAH! (:
- FIGHT cheer (yellow)
we gonna f-f-i-i-ght!
we gonna s-s-c-c-ore!
we gonna fight, score&win the war.
business business best of all~
gooo,,, BUSINESS! (: WOO!

wanted to meet eileen.
to show her my -i*heart*business- tattoo on myFace (:
but she couldnt. she was trapped. haix. sadd ):
nvm. kinda regret anyways.
should have like taken aaPicture of me with the tattoo.
ohWell,,, too late le.
ii washed it off liaos ):
*iiLOVEbusiness* WOO~!

overall.
ii had F.U.N~
thats of course (:
but. something was still missing.
like. ii dunno how to say..
hah (:

met up with vin.
before ii left.
his voice was hoarse.
bet he had been shouting alot (:
something was different bout him.
he seemed more .. opened up, ii guess.
*HOPE* he'll remain like that.lol (:
ii was happy to see him anyways.yupps..

aaPiece of GOOD NEWS.
- i'll be having another orientation (: YEAH!
its specially organised just for us, the LRM course students.
so damn happy that its not gonna end just like that.
more fun coming up~ (:
cant waito! :DD

*btw.
vin,,, ii didnt blog every single thingy that happened.
so.. it'll seem pretty boring/sian to you.yupps (:

BIZ.BIZ.BIZ.BIZ.NESS~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:32 PM




Thursday, April 16, 2009, @ 8:27 PM

wahaha.
on the request of vin - to know hows was the orientation today.
im HERE blogging.hahas (:
after this, im off to BEDo.

well, well, well,,,
im in the same class as weiLin.
- 1K09 (:
regina is in 1K02 ):
so we kinda were like separated.
ii was sooo glad at least ii knew one person in the class.
it started off boring..
all of us assemble in the temasak convention centre.
the registration thingy alone took 50mins ._.
from 8.30am - 9.20am. we just sat there, doing nothing.
drums performance.
speech.
cheerleading.
TP school song.
cheers.
ii wanted to just shout, scream&be crazy during the cheers part.
but the ppl around me are like lifeless&half-died ._.
it'll be darn freaking weird if ii was the only one high.
ii bet everyone will turn&give that you're-crazy look. LOL.
maybe it was still too early in the morning bah?
furthermore, we were not familiar with one another yet.
*my bladder is really weak ._.
ii needed the LOO.but ii couldnt go ):
cause.
1) ii was at the top most row.
2) ii sat pretty inside.
3) the SLs were all sitting at the stairs.
4) im too fat to squeeze throught :Xx
LOL!
after that was the introduction; know-your-classmates session.
it was BORING.
my SL arent the uber high or the type that will bring the mood up kind.
the forfeit didnt seem like one ._.
but ii made weiLin do chicken dance :Xx
oppsy :DD sorry, girl~ (:
but of course, after interacting&all.
everything was better (:
all thanks to shawn. CREDITed (:
hah.ii think we're all sooo gonna vote him to become our class chairPerson, if there is one.
lunch was so-so. fried rice.
&the rice is the hard type.DIAOS!
went LT21. had fun (:
the MC is G O O D.
-MASS DANCE- WAS NEXT.
FUN.
BUT.
ii stink like hell.
ii smelt like crap.
ii sweat like pig.
ii was as red as aa tomato ._.
ohWell,,, fun.fun.fun (((:
went to the track&field area after that.
meet our carePerson - Mr. Jimmy~ (:
tug of war.
hands up, palms together, elbows together, stomach in, chest out, buttocks out, out somemore, out even more, legs apart, knees together&go.cha ji ku cha ji ku cha cha cha ._. LOL.
mass dance again.
chicken dance again.
dance&sing TP school song for like .. 4-5times.
wooooooowwwww ._.
we were dismissed at 5plus pm.
ii demanded abu to come fetch me.
ii didnt wanna take the bus.
1) its gonna be real s q u e e z y.
2) its gonna s t i n k.
3) im d i e i n g ._. LOL.
fine, im lazy ):
- but im not spoiled (x

yeah.
this kinda marked the end of day1 orientation.
all was well.smooth.
TEMASAK BUSINESS SCHOOL.
- real.relevant.rewarding -
wahaha (:

oh yeah.
im off to sleepo.
oyasumi nasai, peeps~ (:

biz.biz.biz.biz.ness~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:27 PM




Wednesday, April 15, 2009, @ 8:44 PM

HAAPPPPPY 17th BIRTHHHDAAYYY - JAZZY JESS!
mamaloooooveyoooulotsss (x

omg.time passed so fasto.
tmr's myPO liaos.woo~ (:
feeling eXcited&scared.
- no friends cause im scary? ):
LOL.
seriously *HOPE* thats not gonna happen.
**twistFingers**
im just gonna =)mile at every single soul ii see tmr.
yeah, &thats the plannnnn.hah.LOL (:
aaCouple of things happened today that both pissed&made me happy.
so yah.
thanks.&you wont like me when im pissed ._.
L
O
L
.

to GIRLf tesssss:
im SO sorry ):

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:44 PM




Monday, April 13, 2009, @ 3:45 PM

Maybe we could make it all right
We could make it better sometime
Maybe we could make it happen baby
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don’t look back
Still I’m dying with every step I take
But I don’t look back
Just a little, little bit better
Good enough to waste some time
Tell me would it make you happy baby
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don’t look back
Still I’m dying with every step I take
But I don’t look back
We could keep trying
but things will never change
So I don’t look back
Still I’m dying with every step I take
But I don’t look back
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
And it hurts with every heartbeat
It hurts wïth every heartbeat.





im sorry.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 3:45 PM




@ 1:20 PM

BRITNEY.
went out yesterday with larry&jess.
heard this song when shopping for larry's chain.
old.but nice.ii likeo (:
watch handsamu suito with them.
Takuro (Muga Tsukaji) is cuteo.not ugly ._.
the movie is pretty nice. alot of m e a n i n g.
- have to really u n d e r s t a n d to get it.
some parts were touching.
- that ii cried :Xx
*ii doubt larry&jess knew. O P P S : X x hahas (:
there was this girl who was in the same cinema as us.
she laughed so L O U D L Y h a r d till she c o u g h everytime she laugh ._. lola (:
&! the guy in front is pretty tall. plus! ii dont understand japanese.
- ii had to (bend to the sides)/(sit real upright) to catch the subtitles ._.
zz.grow so tall for whato :Xx
opps.sorry larry..
ii mean. erm. why am ii shorter. LOL! hah (:
headed back for yishun. had to stand for the entire bus-ride.
oohWellll, if it helps me slim down. why not? LOL :DD
ii was starving :Xx
abu&daddi came back from their er-ren-shi-jie (:
they brought back to b i g lobsters.
wahaha! yummyYummy~ (x

):
ii missed half-an-hour of Harper's Island cause myAhyi was watching the finals for campus superstar.
didnt quite catch what H.I was about ):
oh well,,, nvm.ii shall ask jess~ (: hahas.

CANT WAITO FOR POLY ORIENTATION.
&SCHOOL TO STARTO! :DD
*excited* (((:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:20 PM




Wednesday, April 8, 2009, @ 7:48 PM

woweee.
ii practically spent the whole day at TWISTER today.
just had myDinner before coming back "home".
11am - 6pm. at the salon. doing myHair. LOL.
ii smell of the SALON now.
PLUS,,, ii.look.very.erm.t o o t y?..
goodness.washed myHair THREE times today ._.
wash.blow.cream.heat.wash.cream.reborn.cream.spray.wash.blow.re-reborn.cut.
whole process took 6hours. ii even skipped myLuncho :Xx
spent 3hundred plus+, 4hundred in total today ://
ii feel so.erm. guilty ..
i've been spending money this few days.
keep going shopping, buying clothes&all :Xx
but.buto.okay la..
- im not really spending alot.cause.yupps.ii buying those kinda "cheaper" ones.
yeah.hahas (: LOL.
*im still NOT satisfied with the amount of clothes ii have now :Xx
bad bad bad..
eileen bought aaShirt with the wordings - "shopping cures depression".
true? LOL! (:
the day before abu&daddi brought me&kor to Tian Jin Restaurant to eato.
then ltr we went takashimaya..
oolala.agnes b.baccarat.weeoowee! :DD
everything is so SEXY.
&of course, the price is equally S E X Y.
kor was telling me if ii find boyf, must find rich de.LOL!
- also have to see if they will want me first ma ._. LOL xP joking~
last sunday, went causewayPoint with my2nd aunt..
saw this white vest from esprit.really v e r y  n i c e.&it cost $89.90.
ooooo~! hahas (:
ahDi finally found the jacket of "his dream"..
billabong. one word to describe - S.E.X.Y (:
he was stunned when the salesGirl said its $99.90 ._.
she was like giving the you-cant-afford-dont-waste-my-time when myBro over-reacted.
LOL.but we still bought it straightaway anyways.
hisBelated birthday present from myAunt.
awww, shes sooooo nice~ (:
*shoosh* we lied to abu saying its just $49.90 :Xx
she'll kill ahDi if she knows its $99.90 ._.
abu believed. but daddi didnt :/
cause of the quality&all. everything is tooooo good to be $49.90 ._.
but.whatsoever.its over.he nvr talked or asked about it.
let it passsss~
- kor corrected me when ii said the jacket's sexy.
he say its SMACK-XY :DD LOL.hahas (:
ohya.ohya!&ii found the Little Miss Stubborn shirt~ weee (:

will be going up to yishun tmr.
abu&daddi going fishing in indonesia on friday.
most likely going bugis on friday..
shopppppinggggg (((: sheeesh~ abu dunno :Xx
hahas (:
saturday meeting JAZZY jess :DDDDD
awww,,, missed her.like helllll (:
*no more HIDING! xP*

PLEASE dada, or any of myGIRLF.
tell me whats going on?!
ii feel likee aa total BAKA not knowing whats happening ):
*SOBS!*

*listened to the radio ytd.
they were talking bout relationship.
> when aaGuy says lets think things through.
he means "lets breakUp".
>when aaGirl says lets think things through.
she means what she said.&is giving the guy aaSecond chance to try to prove something to her.
so it all goes down to the guy.
lol.kinda true, ii guess.hahas (:



im not avoiding.
ii just need time to think..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:48 PM




Tuesday, April 7, 2009, @ 7:32 PM

Since the day that we met girl,
I aint never had anyone make me feel this way,
and my heart is sure it wants to be with you,
wanna give you the whole world,
if you make that promise to me your gonna stay,
without you here with me Im lost and so confused,
what will it take to show i'll be by your side,
Girl I got you,
and I want to give you,
what you never had,
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life,
Cuz you love me, and I love you,
girl you know thats where its at.

Im gonna be the one thats gonna last,
Be the one that got your back,
Aint nothin never that there that we wont be together,
And though we both made our mistakes,
And some we never wish we made,
But we'll be ok if we just stay together.

I know he left you stranded,
And you paid the price when he messed up your life,
Girl I know your so afraid,
But I cant right the wrongs he made,
I know you saw the lipstick on my window,
Been wonderin how many chicks been to my home,
Ive done my share of playin games,
But for you Im give up my ways,
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side,
Girl I got you,
and I want to give you what you never had,
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life,
Cuz you love me and I love you,
Girl your love is where its at.

Im gonna be the one thats gonna last,
Be the one that got your back,
Aint nothin never that there that we wont be together,
And though we both made our mistakes,
And some we never wish we made,
It will be ok if we just stay together.

Baby your the one I waited for,
Because you give me what I need and more,
Girl its clear that we are meant to be,
Together,
We should be together,
Eternally.

Girl Im gonna be........

Im gonna be the one thats gonna last,
Be the one that got your back,
Aint nothin never that there that we wont be together,
And though we both made our mistakes,
And some we never wish we made,
But we'll be ok if we just stay together.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:32 PM




Friday, April 3, 2009, @ 3:07 PM

what am ii to do now?
what have ii done?
stubborn tears.
ii want it; just as much as you want to continue.
it hurts me; twice as bad. cause ii was the one who initiate it.
maybe ii shouldnt have read your blog today.
im really sorry.
ii guess the punishment ii have to pay is to owe you the 6th favour for the rest of myLife.

WHY?
why is it that when ii read the last sentence in yourBlog.
this really.overwhelming feeling.comes?
why at this time?
why did it come only now?

im feeeling.terrible..
right now.

was that aaWrong choice?
did ii make aaWrong move?
am ii wrong?

[myReply to yourLast sentence]
- iiloveyoutoo.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 3:07 PM




@ 2:04 PM



okays.
this is getting even harder than ii expected.
argh.ugh..
ii wish ii can just scream my lungs out.
- the feeling is unbearable.
hold on, zhenn.hold on..
you're gonna get through it.

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:04 PM




@ 12:22 PM

&it ends.
full-stop.

don't cry because it ended.
=)mile because it happened.
thanks for the memories.
i've tried&learned pretty much.
thankyou once again.
arigatouGozaimasu(:

*no point dragging on.
when we both know perfectly well that.
we're not the one for each other.
i'm sorry for hurting you.but.
an earlier end is always better than aa later one.
i'm sorry.
for.ii think.this.is the best choice/way..
we'll be better off as friends.
i'm was glad it was aaMutual one(:

it happened twice.
clearly stats that the problem is on ME.
dont blame yourself.dont even think its because of you.
if the next comes, go for it.
you'll be just fine(:

- if you need someone for. anything. ANYTHING. just find me.
i'm just here.
&you know how to "get" me.
the problem about you.
you've got friends to "bomb" your troubles to.
but.you simply just prefer to keep everything to yourself.
i'm aa pretty good listener, but not-so aa good advisor.
"bomb" me, if you really treat me as aa CLOSE FRIEND.
ii mean it.

> btw.
the 6 flavors thingy.
that ii owe you.
still has its effects(:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:22 PM