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aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence
&so be it.
born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92
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music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am.
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bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (;
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Friday, February 20, 2009, @ 9:28 PM

myM1bills came.
&ii BURST it.like what dar said confidently.
sians.ohWell,,, its myFault.
dad was disappointed&upset.
he told me he felt useless cause im not listening to him at all.
&that im veryStubborn :Xx
he kept reminding me NOT to BURST mySmses.
but ii turned what he said into deaf ears ):
ii deserve it.ii guess.
im feeling veryGuilty now -
dads drinking ._. he normally wouldnt.
argh.STUPID ME..

*what am ii to do now?..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:28 PM

@ 6:43 PM

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
The first qualification that you want from your partner is:
Personality: a person with a kind and good character will always attract you.
*ii TOTALLY DONT AGREE WITH THE "The seriousness of your love".

You value your friendships: 75%
You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:43 PM

Monday, February 16, 2009, @ 8:21 PM

ohh.ohh..

♥tess blogged about me.

&its damn sweet.

so ii decided to copy&paste on myPost :DD

-----

to:wz
thank you dear
your post to me was very interesting
or shld i say touching?
this post is dedicated to you

NG WEIZHEN
a girl who has been by my side all along in the dark, supporting me in whatever i do
she never fails to cheer me up
friends for 5 yrs
the day that she left for express
i hugged her and cried
and she scolded me for crying T________T

i did not expect us to still be as close as before
although we had many arguments and quarrels
we will always try to accept each other flaws
she knows me inside out
and i am grateful for that

i do not know how to express my gratitude towards her
as she had really done a lot for me
i can only say
if you need my shoulders for crying,they are yours
if you need my irritating jokes to cheer you up,so be it
dear girl i love you

hope you and your dar
be happy always
most importantly i want you to be happy
please don't end up like me

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING

-----

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 8:21 PM

@ 1:24 PM

slept for aaWhole of 12 freaking hours.

woo.thats how tired ii am, yeah.hahas (:

ii feel sooooo chargedUp.energize mans (;

maybe it was because of the airCon?..

maybe?hahas (:

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classGathering was pretty fun.

cause of the wii bah.hahas (:

played tennis till myArm muscle ache ):

but ii still ignored the ache&played more violent ones.

boxing was crazy.ii had no freaking idea how to box ._.

so ii was practically just boxing about crazily..

damn ps.but who gives aaDamn.

ii had fun.&thats the main thingy :DD

first round, joel was knocked out.

second round, ii was knocked out.

third round, none of us were knocked out.

- cause the timing was over even before either one was down.

*HIGH FIVE*! it was aaTIE~! hahas (:

the dodging part was cute.

we were both tired&we didnt wanna pause the game.

so we dodged each other to store for time.hahas (:

till now,,, myArm muscle are still aching (: LOL.

had dinner with bout 20ppl at the coffeeShop near msThongs's hse.

after that went hougangMall.

bought drinks at $o.5o at the oneDollar value shop.cheapo (;

played arcade.

ii won larry at the table-thingy game (dunno whats it called)

HAH!but mostly was cause the 'plate' keep boucing back into his slot.

LOL.he was also too tall bah.hahas (:

disadvantage for being so TALL xP

larry tried to grab aaBig teddy bear.

but yeah.the chances of grabbing it up with the wobbly feeler-like thingy was LOW.

lead them to the bus stop so that ziBin&lydia can take aaDirect bus back to tampines.

dar, larry, tuanBoon&jingHan took cabby home.

richARSES.hah!JOKING~! xP

took myTime to walk back home after see-ing them all go off safely (:

got home.myMum told me shes gonna confiscate myHp ._.

im like wth?

me: dad told me hes gonna see if ii burst myM1 simCard before deciding what hes gonna do cans?!

she: so you mean now ii have no say?only daddy has?

me: ii have no bloody idea who to listen to..im just going to go ahead&listen to DAD's.

she: *show black face*

me: *whatever*

she: fine.then im gonna tell daddy to NOT interfere in this anymore.i'll take charge.

me: */ignore*

then myDad came home.

he knew something wasnt right.so he asked myMum what happen.

she: *burst* ii told yourBaobei ii was going to confiscate herHp.she replied that you told her you're gonna see herM1 bills before taking any actions.she thinks she have you as her backUp.so she now very "wu seh".not scared of me.

me: *wtf!* she&her stupid pool of faeces crap.zZzZzZzZz.

dad: *to myMum* ii DID told you im gonna see herM1 bills before im taking anyActions.

she: but ii want to confisate herHp now.

*silence*

*i've been thinking about it ytd night.

5more days to ourFirst month. . .

**was feeling troubled ytd.

so yeah.myTone isnt very nice.

pardon me.for myPost.

...

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:24 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009, @ 12:16 PM

im getting ready to leave the house.

after brunch, myDad is gonna bring me to buangKok mrtStation (:

wonder whats gonna happen ltr.hah..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:16 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009, @ 10:16 PM

13thFebruary2009

ytd was fun.but that was only after the lateAfternoon timing;

earlyAfternoon was terrible.

myMum was screaming at me through thePhone because of myLast month handPhone bills.

hah.ii burst it.LOL.

[ luckily ii was using only one side of the earPhones when ii was talking to her.

she sounded like she was screaming real S O F T L Y :Xx

hah.ii totally couldnt hear what she was saying xP ]

she even threaten to ground me on ♥alentinesDay ._.

ohWell,,, ii still managed to convince her to let me out :DD

things didnt turn out as bad as ii thought when ii got home afterall.

waito.it wasnt bad at all.LOL.

hmm.ii went to amanda's hse to bake cookies for dar as hisVday present.

ii had noIdea what to get him.

so ii thought maybe just bake aaLittle something for him♥.

alot of hand work were involve.

ii actually made aaCard.

but cause it was done halfway, ii cant possibly give him that.

so yeah ):

worry not though, ii used gloves (;

ate pretty much quite alot&ii didnt make anyTrip to the loo.

ii mean the toilet.so there shouldnt be any problems bah (:

its hygienic :DD

[ ii wonder if it tastes alright for him. . .ii *hope* it does. . . ]

things ii found out about amanda -

shes always verySuay whenever shes out with herGuy.

example: aaLiving thing with wings, ejecting SOMETHING on her head while flying across ._.

to all insects, fly&those that flies -

STAY far far AWAY FROM HER!

shes EVIL&DOES NOT show ANY mercy to you.

BEWARE OF HER&her "ELECTRIC BADMINTON RACKET"!

it electrocutes you, kills you, turns you black, &lastly, makes yourAshes vanish into thin air.

LOL.hahaha xD

ohya.&she likes to smell ppl's ... :Xx hahaha xD

word of advice for ppl whenever they hang/go out with her.

WASH YOURSELF CLEAN CLEAN&SMELLING NICE.

yupps.hahas (:

talked to dar on the phone ytd night.

talked slightly much more than usual (:

anI M P R O V E M E N T~

woo.hah (:

made aaShocking discovery bout him.

ii didnt believe it at first.

till ii asked him.it was true ): LOL.

*1. Never judge aaBook by itsCover.looks can be DECEIVING.

*2. People DO change.

*3. To ♥him: not like when you want/feel like it, i'll let you xP

honestly.yupps.you know what ii mean.

similarity number1-

we're both stubborn xD

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14thFebruary2009

okays . . .

myDay didnt start off well.

first thing in the morning&ii kanna aaWhole lot of myMum's crap.

but its also partly myFault.

ii triggered it by using the toilet for one whole freaking hour ._.

but whatsoever..

its V A L E N T I N E S day - aaH A P P Y day~ (:

nahNah.ii aint letting this spoil myDay (;

ehh.yes, zZzZz.ii was L A T E again ._.

haix ): ii really gotta plan myTime well mans.

wanted to h u g him.

but it was weird with larry at the side i n i t i a l l y.

so yah ): next time bah.

ii dunno but ii seem very wanted by myFriends?LOL.

was asked to three doubleDateos.

larry's (he had motive de ._.), amandaBABE's&tess's;

which unfortunately, didnt turn out as expected.

disappointing, that is.

they met up.but he was like aa walking zombie.

so whats the point of hanging out together?

tess walked off.came to meet me, dar&larry at the mrtStation.

ii think ii r e a l l y am going to find o n e day to talk to theS c a r e c r o w.

[ hes not scary.its just yah.those that knows who, will know bah. ]

- back -

we didnt watch anyMovie.

cause almost all the movieTickets for the earlier timings were already sold out.

left with the after-1oplus-onwards slots.

ii wanna watch u n d e r w o r l d.

but its rated M 1 8.

~!@#$%^&*()_+ LOL.

went from marinaSquareTOrafflesLinkTOplazaSingapura.

&coincidentally, ii b u m p e d into tingZhen&her good-looking boyf (:

how coOl is that- yeah, singapore is indeed s m a l l.hahas (:

herBoyf didnt rmb me.im not at all surprised-

which guy would pay attention to u g l y stuff.H A H.

opps :Xx sorry tess&dar.dont get angry xP

ii gave ting&tess theirVday present le. (*HOPE* they liked it)

but im still short of one - dada's.

i'll pass it to her some other day bah (:

we m i s s - e d the sunSet ):

but yea, like what dar said.

theres always another time~ (:

dar was in pain after walking for the whole day.

ii felt damn b a d.&s e l f i s h ):

ii mean.f i n e.ii admit.ii wanted his c o m p a n y..

so yeah.s u m i m a s e n dar.

well,,, maybe ii should learn how to massage.lol..

dar&larry went off first.

ii accompay tess to eHub, where she had herDinner at fish&co.

ii didnt eat, but ii kop aaLittle of hers :Xx hahas (:

she sent me to the bus stop&on ourWay, she asked me how come me&ting found ourselves such nice boyf.

ii didnt know exactly how to ans her-

ii guess you just have to wait p a t i e n t l y for h i m to come.

whats yours will come naturally/eventually..

w a i t girl, wait.

tess went off to the airport to send her friend off for overseas studies, after sending me to the bus stop.

ii waited d a m n long for the stupid bus89 to come.

*ii didnt take aaCab home.didnt think there was aaNeed for you to spend that money.yupps (:

zZ.tess was telling me.ii should always let myGuy pay for whatever thing when we're out on aaDate.unLess hes poor la..

&ii went like nooo, thats not aaNice thing.ii rather pay for myOwn.or pay for him.

LOL.yea, im weird (; no, im just d i f f e r e n t xP

ii stood throughout the w h o l e bus ride.

p o o r legs.LOL.

bathe . blow . bed . blank .

lol (:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:16 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009, @ 7:57 PM

okays. . .
alot of things happened lately.
i've no idea where to start.
ii shall go about randomly then.
-----
tess called me the day before.
ii knew something isnt right; straight away.
questioned her.she said nth.
ii told her its impossible.something is definitely wrong.
she cried.asking me why is it that ii understand her so well.
dammit.why do ii know whenever shes feeling.
c'mon girl.i've known you ever since sec1 orientation.
she told me about what happened between her&the 'scarecrow'.
all ii can really say is-
ii dont think hes the one for you.
ii know you love him.
but from the way hes treating you.
ii really dunno what to say..
"i'll nvr change for you" -
THAT is definitely the MOST riddiculars thing
ANYONE can ever say to the person he/she love.
because of this.ii seriously DOUBT if he really loves you.
*yes, ii know its hard to forget him.
but you still have to give it aa try.
ii dont want to see you get hurt by him time&time.
&the corniest thing you asked me was -
how did ii forget darren ._. LOL.
well,,, ii managed cheered her up as we talked.
like ii always do xP
just give me aaCall whenever you need aaPair of listening ears.
my rental fees are cheap.HAH (;
dont worry too much bout that SYF audition.
everything will turn out fine.
if you're still worried, check out jingHan's blog.
he posted some advice regarding that issue.
=)miles yeah, myDear girl.
[i'll always be there for you.]
*okays ._. even darren found out bout vin&me.
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myLeft eyelids have been jumping for two whole days le.
im getting more&more worried.
can anyone just tell me what it means?!
is it aaGood or bad sign?!
myMum said its aaGood sign.
but why does it seem like everything around me isnt going smoothly at all?
this "jumping"Eyelid thingy happened before.
&ii got aaBicycle accident ._.
[scar on my forehead]
whats now/next?..
jess say its just some eye nerve thingy.tell me not to worry so much.
myDad say its maybe cause ii didnt have enough sleep.
myBro say im thinking too much.superstitious ._.
ii kanna this crap before.
how do expect me to treat it like nth.
yeah.of course, you have no bloody idea how freaking scary that feeling is.
why?cause . . . you didnt experience it before.
you'll nvr understand how it feels.
...
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have been taking alot of mum's crap.
&theres nth ii can do.
control yourself girl.be nice to her.
everything she does is for your own good ._.
swallow all that 委屈.
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dar just told me EVEN msThong knows bout the two of us ._.
ohh.WOW.
secrets are slipperySnakes ._.
how true . . . (:
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tmr's gonna be aaR E A L busy day :Xx
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will be celebrating ♥alentines day together with larry&hisG I R L.
doubleDateo.
wonder how will sunset be?hmm? . . .
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okays.lets see.what else?...
...ehh.
ii think im falling sick ):
terrible soreThroat.
- on&off.
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yeah.dar told me to listen to the song '想太多' after he read myPrevious post.
LOL~!
-----
come to think of it.
dar went for taekwondo today.
&hes sparing ._.
yes,,, ii AM worried.
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ii CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!
imBORED out of myARSE at HOME.
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today's post is very messy.
ii apologize for that.
yeah.just writing whatever that comes to myMind.
will update if ii rmb more (: LOL.
guess thats all for today.yupps.

> ALL WILL BE FINE.
ii *HOPE*.
ii seriously do..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:57 PM

Monday, February 9, 2009, @ 7:30 PM

HEH!
myPrayers worked (;
dar got into his first appealed choice (;
the course he wanted.
+ive thinking~!
hahas :DD

*ii was really scared just now when we were having that serious conversation.
ii had this very bad feeling.
ii thought you wanted aa breakUp. .
ohWell,,, ii was thinking too much.obviously.
im glad.things werent that way.

ii dont wanna lose you.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 7:30 PM

Saturday, February 7, 2009, @ 11:21 PM

edit-ed.
chang-ed.
remov-ed.
certain parts (;

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:21 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009, @ 5:08 PM

NEWblogskin~ :DD
*HOPE* its alright (((:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 5:08 PM

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Profile W E I Z H E N. aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence &so be it. born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92 proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (: music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am. protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers. bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (; ii believe that - ◄ ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS. ► This is my blog&if you hate it, click SAYONARA &you'll be gone for good.	Tagboard
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Friday, February 20, 2009, @ 9:28 PM myM1bills came. &ii BURST it.like what dar said confidently. sians.ohWell,,, its myFault. dad was disappointed&upset. he told me he felt useless cause im not listening to him at all. &that im veryStubborn :Xx he kept reminding me NOT to BURST mySmses. but ii turned what he said into deaf ears ): ii deserve it.ii guess. im feeling veryGuilty now - dads drinking ._. he normally wouldnt. argh.STUPID ME.. what am ii to do now?.. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:28 PM @ 6:43 PM Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education: Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. The first qualification that you want from your partner is: Personality: a person with a kind and good character will always attract you. ii TOTALLY DONT AGREE WITH THE "The seriousness of your love". You value your friendships: 75% You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:43 PM Monday, February 16, 2009, @ 8:21 PM ohh.ohh.. ♥tess blogged about me. &its damn sweet. so ii decided to copy&paste on myPost :DD ----- to:wz thank you dear your post to me was very interesting or shld i say touching? this post is dedicated to you NG WEIZHEN a girl who has been by my side all along in the dark, supporting me in whatever i do she never fails to cheer me up friends for 5 yrs the day that she left for express i hugged her and cried and she scolded me for crying T________T i did not expect us to still be as close as before although we had many arguments and quarrels we will always try to accept each other flaws she knows me inside out and i am grateful for that i do not know how to express my gratitude towards her as she had really done a lot for me i can only say if you need my shoulders for crying,they are yours if you need my irritating jokes to cheer you up,so be it dear girl i love you hope you and your dar be happy always most importantly i want you to be happy please don't end up like me THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING ----- You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 8:21 PM @ 1:24 PM slept for aaWhole of 12 freaking hours. woo.thats how tired ii am, yeah.hahas (: ii feel sooooo chargedUp.energize mans (; maybe it was because of the airCon?.. maybe?hahas (: ----- classGathering was pretty fun. cause of the wii bah.hahas (: played tennis till myArm muscle ache ): but ii still ignored the ache&played more violent ones. boxing was crazy.ii had no freaking idea how to box ._. so ii was practically just boxing about crazily.. damn ps.but who gives aaDamn. ii had fun.&thats the main thingy :DD first round, joel was knocked out. second round, ii was knocked out. third round, none of us were knocked out. - cause the timing was over even before either one was down. HIGH FIVE! it was aaTIE~! hahas (: the dodging part was cute. we were both tired&we didnt wanna pause the game. so we dodged each other to store for time.hahas (: till now,,, myArm muscle are still aching (: LOL. had dinner with bout 20ppl at the coffeeShop near msThongs's hse. after that went hougangMall. bought drinks at $o.5o at the oneDollar value shop.cheapo (; played arcade. ii won larry at the table-thingy game (dunno whats it called) HAH!but mostly was cause the 'plate' keep boucing back into his slot. LOL.he was also too tall bah.hahas (: disadvantage for being so TALL xP larry tried to grab aaBig teddy bear. but yeah.the chances of grabbing it up with the wobbly feeler-like thingy was LOW. lead them to the bus stop so that ziBin&lydia can take aaDirect bus back to tampines. dar, larry, tuanBoon&jingHan took cabby home. richARSES.hah!JOKING~! xP took myTime to walk back home after see-ing them all go off safely (: got home.myMum told me shes gonna confiscate myHp ._. im like wth? me: dad told me hes gonna see if ii burst myM1 simCard before deciding what hes gonna do cans?! she: so you mean now ii have no say?only daddy has? me: ii have no bloody idea who to listen to..im just going to go ahead&listen to DAD's. she: show black face me: whatever she: fine.then im gonna tell daddy to NOT interfere in this anymore.i'll take charge. me: /ignore then myDad came home. he knew something wasnt right.so he asked myMum what happen. she: burst ii told yourBaobei ii was going to confiscate herHp.she replied that you told her you're gonna see herM1 bills before taking any actions.she thinks she have you as her backUp.so she now very "wu seh".not scared of me. me: wtf! she&her stupid pool of faeces crap.zZzZzZzZz. dad: to myMum ii DID told you im gonna see herM1 bills before im taking anyActions. she: but ii want to confisate herHp now. silence i've been thinking about it ytd night. 5more days to ourFirst month. . . was feeling troubled ytd. so yeah.myTone isnt very nice. pardon me.for myPost. ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 1:24 PM Sunday, February 15, 2009, @ 12:16 PM im getting ready to leave the house. after brunch, myDad is gonna bring me to buangKok mrtStation (: wonder whats gonna happen ltr.hah.. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 12:16 PM Saturday, February 14, 2009, @ 10:16 PM 13thFebruary2009 ytd was fun.but that was only after the lateAfternoon timing; earlyAfternoon was terrible. myMum was screaming at me through thePhone because of myLast month handPhone bills. hah.ii burst it.LOL. [ luckily ii was using only one side of the earPhones when ii was talking to her. she sounded like she was screaming real S O F T L Y :Xx hah.ii totally couldnt hear what she was saying xP ] she even threaten to ground me on ♥alentinesDay ._. ohWell,,, ii still managed to convince her to let me out :DD things didnt turn out as bad as ii thought when ii got home afterall. waito.it wasnt bad at all.LOL. hmm.ii went to amanda's hse to bake cookies for dar as hisVday present. ii had noIdea what to get him. so ii thought maybe just bake aaLittle something for him♥. alot of hand work were involve. ii actually made aaCard. but cause it was done halfway, ii cant possibly give him that. so yeah ): worry not though, ii used gloves (; ate pretty much quite alot&ii didnt make anyTrip to the loo. ii mean the toilet.so there shouldnt be any problems bah (: its hygienic :DD [ ii wonder if it tastes alright for him. . .ii hope* it does. . . ] things ii found out about amanda - shes always verySuay whenever shes out with herGuy. example: aaLiving thing with wings, ejecting SOMETHING on her head while flying across ._. to all insects, fly&those that flies - STAY far far AWAY FROM HER! shes EVIL&DOES NOT show ANY mercy to you. BEWARE OF HER&her "ELECTRIC BADMINTON RACKET"! it electrocutes you, kills you, turns you black, &lastly, makes yourAshes vanish into thin air. LOL.hahaha xD ohya.&she likes to smell ppl's ... :Xx hahaha xD word of advice for ppl whenever they hang/go out with her. WASH YOURSELF CLEAN CLEAN&SMELLING NICE. yupps.hahas (: talked to dar on the phone ytd night. talked slightly much more than usual (: anI M P R O V E M E N T~ woo.hah (: made aaShocking discovery bout him. ii didnt believe it at first. till ii asked him.it was true ): LOL. 1. Never judge aaBook by itsCover.looks can be DECEIVING. 2. People DO change. 3. To ♥him: not like when you want/feel like it, i'll let you xP honestly.yupps.you know what ii mean. similarity number1- we're both stubborn xD ----- 14thFebruary2009 okays . . . myDay didnt start off well. first thing in the morning&ii kanna aaWhole lot of myMum's crap. but its also partly myFault. ii triggered it by using the toilet for one whole freaking hour ._. but whatsoever.. its V A L E N T I N E S day - aaH A P P Y day~ (: nahNah.ii aint letting this spoil myDay (; ehh.yes, zZzZz.ii was L A T E again ._. haix ): ii really gotta plan myTime well mans. wanted to h u g him. but it was weird with larry at the side i n i t i a l l y. so yah ): next time bah. ii dunno but ii seem very wanted by myFriends?LOL. was asked to three doubleDateos. larry's (he had motive de ._.), amandaBABE's&tess's; which unfortunately, didnt turn out as expected. disappointing, that is. they met up.but he was like aa walking zombie. so whats the point of hanging out together? tess walked off.came to meet me, dar&larry at the mrtStation. ii think ii r e a l l y am going to find o n e day to talk to theS c a r e c r o w. [ hes not scary.its just yah.those that knows who, will know bah. ] - back - we didnt watch anyMovie. cause almost all the movieTickets for the earlier timings were already sold out. left with the after-1oplus-onwards slots. ii wanna watch u n d e r w o r l d. but its rated M 1 8. ~!@#$%^&()_+ LOL. went from marinaSquareTOrafflesLinkTOplazaSingapura. &coincidentally, ii b u m p e d into tingZhen&her good-looking boyf (: how coOl is that- yeah, singapore is indeed s m a l l.hahas (: herBoyf didnt rmb me.im not at all surprised- which guy would pay attention to u g l y stuff.H A H. opps :Xx sorry tess&dar.dont get angry xP ii gave ting&tess theirVday present le. (HOPE they liked it) but im still short of one - dada's. i'll pass it to her some other day bah (: we m i s s - e d the sunSet ): but yea, like what dar said. theres always another time~ (: dar was in pain after walking for the whole day. ii felt damn b a d.&s e l f i s h ): ii mean.f i n e.ii admit.ii wanted his c o m p a n y.. so yeah.s u m i m a s e n dar. well,,, maybe ii should learn how to massage.lol.. dar&larry went off first. ii accompay tess to eHub, where she had herDinner at fish&co. ii didnt eat, but ii kop aaLittle of hers :Xx hahas (: she sent me to the bus stop&on ourWay, she asked me how come me&ting found ourselves such nice boyf. ii didnt know exactly how to ans her- ii guess you just have to wait p a t i e n t l y for h i m to come. whats yours will come naturally/eventually.. w a i t girl, wait. tess went off to the airport to send her friend off for overseas studies, after sending me to the bus stop. ii waited d a m n long for the stupid bus89 to come. ii didnt take aaCab home.didnt think there was aaNeed for you to spend that money.yupps (: zZ.tess was telling me.ii should always let myGuy pay for whatever thing when we're out on aaDate.unLess hes poor la.. &ii went like nooo, thats not aaNice thing.ii rather pay for myOwn.or pay for him. LOL.yea, im weird (; no, im just d i f f e r e n t xP ii stood throughout the w h o l e bus ride. p o o r legs.LOL. bathe . blow . bed . blank . lol (: You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 10:16 PM Thursday, February 12, 2009, @ 7:57 PM okays. . . alot of things happened lately. i've no idea where to start. ii shall go about randomly then. ----- tess called me the day before. ii knew something isnt right; straight away. questioned her.she said nth. ii told her its impossible.something is definitely wrong. she cried.asking me why is it that ii understand her so well. dammit.why do ii know whenever shes feeling. c'mon girl.i've known you ever since sec1 orientation. she told me about what happened between her&the 'scarecrow'. all ii can really say is- ii dont think hes the one for you. ii know you love him. but from the way hes treating you. ii really dunno what to say.. "i'll nvr change for you" - THAT is definitely the MOST riddiculars thing ANYONE can ever say to the person he/she love. because of this.ii seriously DOUBT if he really loves you. yes, ii know its hard to forget him. but you still have to give it aa try. ii dont want to see you get hurt by him time&time. &the corniest thing you asked me was - how did ii forget darren ._. LOL. well,,, ii managed cheered her up as we talked. like ii always do xP just give me aaCall whenever you need aaPair of listening ears. my rental fees are cheap.HAH (; dont worry too much bout that SYF audition. everything will turn out fine. if you're still worried, check out jingHan's blog. he posted some advice regarding that issue. =)miles yeah, myDear girl. [i'll always be there for you.] okays ._. even darren found out bout vin&me. ----- myLeft eyelids have been jumping for two whole days le. im getting more&more worried. can anyone just tell me what it means?! is it aaGood or bad sign?! myMum said its aaGood sign. but why does it seem like everything around me isnt going smoothly at all? this "jumping"Eyelid thingy happened before. &ii got aaBicycle accident ._. [scar on my forehead] whats now/next?.. jess say its just some eye nerve thingy.tell me not to worry so much. myDad say its maybe cause ii didnt have enough sleep. myBro say im thinking too much.superstitious ._. ii kanna this crap before. how do expect me to treat it like nth. yeah.of course, you have no bloody idea how freaking scary that feeling is. why?cause . . . you didnt experience it before. you'll nvr understand how it feels. ... ----- have been taking alot of mum's crap. &theres nth ii can do. control yourself girl.be nice to her. everything she does is for your own good ._. swallow all that 委屈. ----- dar just told me EVEN msThong knows bout the two of us ._. ohh.WOW. secrets are slipperySnakes ._. how true . . . (: ----- tmr's gonna be aaR E A L busy day :Xx ----- will be celebrating ♥alentines day together with larry&hisG I R L. doubleDateo. wonder how will sunset be?hmm? . . . ----- okays.lets see.what else?... ...ehh. ii think im falling sick ): terrible soreThroat. - on&off. ----- yeah.dar told me to listen to the song '想太多' after he read myPrevious post. LOL~! ----- come to think of it. dar went for taekwondo today. &hes sparing ._. yes,,, ii AM worried. ----- ii CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!! imBORED out of myARSE at HOME. ----- today's post is very messy. ii apologize for that. yeah.just writing whatever that comes to myMind. will update if ii rmb more (: LOL. guess thats all for today.yupps. > ALL WILL BE FINE. ii HOPE. ii seriously do.. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:57 PM Monday, February 9, 2009, @ 7:30 PM HEH! myPrayers worked (; dar got into his first appealed choice (; the course he wanted. +ive thinking~! hahas :DD ii was really scared just now when we were having that serious conversation. ii had this very bad feeling. ii thought you wanted aa breakUp. . ohWell,,, ii was thinking too much.obviously. im glad.things werent that way. ii dont wanna lose you. You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:30 PM Saturday, February 7, 2009, @ 11:21 PM edit-ed. chang-ed. remov-ed. certain parts (; You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:21 PM Wednesday, February 4, 2009, @ 5:08 PM NEWblogskin~ :DD HOPE its alright (((: You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:08 PM