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W E I Z H E N.
aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence
&so be it.
born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92
proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (:
music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am.
protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers.
bully them,,, &you'll get it from me. you're died (;
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Saturday, January 31, 2009, @ 11:55 PM

todays the last day of the month.
goodnessssssss.
im so so sooooo DIED.
daddy say when this months handPhone bills come&ii *BURST* it.
he is gonna SUSPEND me ):
ohGreat, he meant what he said.
imDIED.wooo~ ))):
-----
had bunch at punggolPlaza.
then we went straight for 五姨 hse.
first time eating at her house.the feeling is rather amazing.
they had damn lots of games.
ii didnt really play much.
ii was just sitting at the side looking at theGirls play.
they keep complaining say ii dont want play with them.
in the end ii was dragged/forced to be the bingo-girl ._.
- in charge of turning the numbers out from the metalCircle thingy.LOL.
it was fun though.
fooled them :Xx hahaha (((:

hmm.hmm.its also my first time meeting siLing&siRu.
omg.both sisters are like 白雪公主 seh.
白白嫩嫩.damnCUTE.
siRu has got dimples&her eyes roundRound bigBig de.kawaii~!
ii like her eyes.althought its aaLittle weird.
her eyes has more black portions then white - huge pupils.
advantage: she wont need the enlarging contact lenses.
its nice though.ii bet both sisters will grow up to be prettyGirls (;
hahas.ii know its aaLittle tooFar.
but hmm.
*HOPE* in future, myBabyGirl is also liddat.LOL.hahaha (:
left early.cause kor was tired.

*abu lost 80bucks.
won back.
lost 100bucks again.
won back,
lost 100bucks again.
kaiMa won the entire moneyPool(containing bout 200plus plus bucks).
LOL.although so, abu said she won it back again ._. LOL.
so overall,,,
its more of aa no win no lose game bah?LOL.

<3!tmr~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:55 PM




Friday, January 30, 2009, @ 6:22 PM

the whole of myMother-side relatives will be going 五姨 hse tmr for steamBoat.
yeepee (((:
PLUS,,,
im going out with dar on SUNDAY~!
hahas (;



*everything gonna be alright.
iiBELIEVEso.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 6:22 PM




@ 5:02 PM

29thJANUARY2009.
luckily myMum didnt nag at me early in the morning.
bout me setting alarm to wake up early whenever im meeting myFriends.
then if nothing on that day, i'll wake up late.
pfew.LOL (:

went out for brunch with myParents.
then came home to dress up.
myDaddy fetched me to the tampinesInterchange.
found out that jess was already there long time ago.
cause herBro is also watching movie at tm.
so myDad just picked her up&we send us to larry house.
we alight at the bus stop only to see dar's bro, eugene.
cause myDad just passed me money.&ii was also taking the oranges.
ii couldnt call dar.so just told eugene to help me phone his bro.
&ii was named as "the who" is here ._.
zZ.wOw..how sadd.lOl.


we didnt really do much at larry's hse.
just played pokerCards.
chitChat. o.O didnt really chitChat much bah.
ii was wearing one whole suit of black.with just one white belt at the hip area.
larry say ii look like im attending some kind of funeral instead of looking like ii was going to baiNian ._. lOl.
hmm.larry has aa sister also named jessica.
then cause hisAhma wanted to call his sis.
she shouted her name.
&jess was practically shocked.LOL.
well,,, sadly-she left after herBro called to tell her that he finished the movie.
ii sent her to the bus-stop.&waited for the bus with her till she safely boarded the bus (:

when ii went back.
jessica (his sis) took over myPlace in playing.
*no confusion*
they used peanuts as money in 21dians.lOl.

there wasnt much to do.
so we went off earlier to 'eat dinner'.
only larry ate though ._.

movie (love matters) started at 7.2opm.
ended at 9plus, going 10pm.if ii wasnt wrong.
ii was PRETTY disappointed.
cause certain parts were cut off ):
yeah.but overall.the movie was alright bah (:
larry had to leave.he still had to attend school today :Xx
saw him get up the cab safely (((:

chanced upon erika, lydia, ivan&khairul(he wasnt with them though)
ii daBao-ed taiwanese mee sua.cause ii still couldnt use myFront teeth to bite ):
dar&bin ate at mac.
initially erika&gang was talking to khairul.
then they came out to join us.
talkTalkTALK. . .
ii was thirsty.ii didnt dare to ask if ii could drink his coke.
so ii sms-ed dar to ask.ii felt pretty paiSeh.lOl.
THEN. . .
the next moment . . .
erika just took dar's drink&drank it.
ii was TOTALLY SPEECHLESS.
kae.fine.ii admit.ii was feeeling rather.hmm..
jealous.yeah.but whatever.its normal bah, ii guess ._.
ii mean like.ii was paiSeh&all.
then erika just took it&drank it.like nth.
ii mean like.aiya.ii dunno la.
you know. . .just like weird weird liddat.
AIYA.dunno.dunno.lOl.
bin was another one who diSiao diSiao.
he "whispered" to dar.
which, in fact, didnt seem like aaWhisper at all.
bout SOMETHING.yeah.dunnid to say bah..

ii left when dad called me to tell me hes already at the pickUp point ._.
yeah.

dar send me aaVery sweet goodNight msg (;
hahas (:
<3!!!~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 5:02 PM




Wednesday, January 28, 2009, @ 5:00 PM

dar woke me up at 9plus through sms.lOl.
myNew phone de sms vibration damn IMBA.

went back to sleep after that though.too tired le.
1plus pm then ate brunch at chomChom.
wore whole body white.
myMum was giving the whats-with-the-full-white-outfit today?
lOl.
monkey - LUCKY colour is white.LUCKY number is 1.
she ask how ii know.
ii said ii saw it in the tv.LOL.

painted myLeft fingerNails black (;
only myLeft.then myFourth ahyi ask me how come so weird de.
she say the black nailPolish not enough orh.LOL.
ii rightHanded, paint left easier.
left hand paint right hand - difficult.
yeah..LOL.hahas (:

*daddy bought the EXACT same phone he bought for me, for abu ._.
she just changed her phone for less than aaWeek.&she changing another one now ._.
daddy spent bout 1k just to buy newPhone for everyone in the family-except for himself.
zZ.thats him.he always wants the best for everyone around him.
myDad - too nice aaGuy le. . .
dunno what to say bout him.honestly.haix..

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 5:00 PM




Tuesday, January 27, 2009, @ 10:12 PM

wokeUp pretty early this morning.
myBros&ii were still quite blur althought we finished ourPreparations.
&were ready to go anytime.
then myFather appeared wearing aaYellow tShirt.
ii have no idea what happened.
but ii said 'yellow yellow dirty fellow'.
- okays, that was childish.ii admit that.LOL (: -
myBro stared at me&said 'OI! thats all of our surnames (). .'
LOLOLOL.zZ, stupidity.hahaha (:

abu took damn long to get herself dolled up.
so we sat at the sofa&stone.
then myElder bro suddenly sang this:

my grandma gave me two little toys.
two little toys hanging on the wall.
&ii call them my toot toot.
my toot toot.
my toot toot.
&ii call them my toot toot.
there was aa boy who lived downstairs.
he wants to play with my toot toot.
my toot toot.
my toot toot.
he wants to play with my toot toot.
now im left with one toot toot.
there was aa dog that was outside.
it wants to bite off my toot toot.
my toot toot.
my toot toot.
it wants to bite off my toot toot.
now im left with NO toot toot...>
LOLOLOL!hahaha xD
*LAME ._.*

headed for yiShun.
all the jieJies were there.
both myNiece&nephew were there TOO.
chloe was sick.so she was practically sitting quietly at the side.
poorGirl ):
xavier was the开心果ytd.
he is damn cute la.goodness..
hes the type that you'll not hesitate to bring him home.
LOL.damn cute.heeh!hes myNephew (((;
hahaha :DD
they left at bout 4plus pm.
we had ourDinner before heading to myThird ahyi's house.
FULL~ lOl.
then my bro told me:
you looking surprisingly nice dressed like that ._.
can see yourFigure ._. but maybe you should have aaLittle more meat on yourArm.
cause of your legs ._.
me: hmm.im trying to slim down.
&there you are trying to tell me to gain fats in myArms?
the thing is the place that ii want to slim down isnt sliming down at all.
zZ..
pigTrotters.LOL ._.
myMum was nagging at me saying that myFace is damn skinny.
has no meat ._. can see myCheek bone.very ugly ._.
zZ.ugly when im already ugly?LOL.
my dad argue-got high cheek bone then nice.
ppl want also dont have.LOL.
ii replied back '还不是遗传到你们两.你们给我的脸' LOL.

when ii reached myThird aunt's hse, they were also talking bout myFigure ._.
but it was the opp.they were saying ii look damn nice ._. nice figure ._. LOL.
zZ, dunno la. . .
im happy.but its weird.
- is it niceORnotNice.hmm?...

YES!i'll will be seeing dar on thursday :DD
go larry hse baiNian, have dinner&watch movie :DD
(((((:

*honestly peeps, how to slim down legs?..
LOL!

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:12 PM




@ 12:06 AM

im online now.
just for the sake of being online.
dar just send me aaCouple of chinese songs.
listening to them now
(;
ohyeah,,, you bet-imTIRED!LOL.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:06 AM




Monday, January 26, 2009, @ 10:46 AM

1st day of CNY.
went aunt's hse till bout 7plus pm.
then we went myMother-side de grandparents hse.
goodness.damn damn DAMN long nvr go le.
ii MISS the place like hell mans.
me&myBros were damn happy when myMum told us that we were going bedok.
it has been AGES since we last step foot there.
but we were feeling even more excited when ABU told us dadayi was going too.
UNFORTUNATELY,,, they left before we reach there ))):
miss the jieJies LOTSA.
haix.was pretty disappointed.
so close to see-ing them ):
ohWell,,, *HOPE* we'll be able to see them next time then.
**HOPE!!!**
accompanied two of myCousins to burgerKing for her dinner at bout 9plus pm.
she didnt want to eat what myAhma cooked ._.
taHan till soooLate then say want go down eat.LOL.
ii want eat what myAhma cooked also cannot.
ate myDinner at myAunt's hse le.stomach very full.
nvm.different ppl like different food bah.
ii prefer home-cooked food.yupps.hahas (:
hmm.hmm.cause it was late.so we left.liddat myAhma&ahGong can rest.
we then headed for myThird ahYi hse.
ii wanted to go initially.but ii changed myMind.
&im home.surfing the net&blogging.LOL.
(((:

*its currently 11.13pm now.
NOT 10.46am btw.yeah.hahas (:

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:46 AM




Sunday, January 25, 2009, @ 10:54 PM

todays cny eve (;
wokeUp early to go baiBai (pray) myFather-side de grandparents.
went straight to myAunt's house after that.
mummy didnt tag along - she had to wash our clothes :Xx
LOL.
reunionDinner was - FILLING.
*daGugu nvr fails to BLOAT us up whenever we're there.
there isnt such aaThing as - im on diet when ii am there ._.
LOL.hahas (:
well hmm,,, its pretty late le.
myEye-lids are feeling heavy now too.
ii guess im off to bed then.orh orh mi le (:
goodyNights~

<3LOVES!

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 10:54 PM




Saturday, January 24, 2009, @ 11:17 PM
HAPPY~

we wont be celebrating daddy's birthday today cause most of the restaurants will be fully booked&packed with ppl eating reunionDinner ):
its alright.we can always have aa belated birthday celebration.
&i'll be using myOwn money to treat myFamily (((:
how filial.HAHAHA xD joking!~
***
:DD myDADDY just bought me aaNEW PHONE! :DD
im soooooHAPPY~
hahaha (:
its like - FINALLY!!!hahaha xD
:DD
hmm.hmm...
went out in the evening to pei myBro go buy his formal wears&all at yishunArea.
we parked at the only-buses-and-trucks lot, &we kanna saMan.zZ.
$60 dollars ._.
ohhWhatsoever.
we had dinner after that&we're home.


*abuAKAmummy didnt seem happy when daddy bought the phone SECRETLY for me.
she wanted the phone too.just bcause she thinks the touchPhone is coOl?
ohWell,,, ii still got it anyways :DD
she couldnt take it away from me :bb hahas ((:
BLEAH!

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:17 PM




@ 12:38 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!~
(:
sarangheyo.ii<3loveyou~

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:38 AM




Friday, January 23, 2009, @ 4:08 PM

meeting dar after work for dinner (:
*im bloody bored now.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 4:08 PM




@ 2:41 PM

ii didnt have anything to do.
so ii went deviantart to search up aaLittle.
&by chance came across this:

Forever and always
Please be the one I fall asleep to
And the one who I wake up to
The sun that I revolve around
The moon that lights the dark times
Forever be the one to catch me when I fall
Let me hold you
Be there for you whenever you need it
Let me kiss you whenever I want
Let me look you in the eye
Let me hug you forever
Be there for me to collapse against
To fall into your arms of love
Watch the stars with me
Let time freeze whenever we’re together
Whisper to me in the most painful moments
I’ll always be here for you
Let me make you laugh
Let me make you cry
Let me make you scream in agony
Forever be the one I call mine
Let me be the one you share your heart and soul with
Please be the one to make me complete
Hand me back all my missing pieces
Kiss my wounds until they bleed no more
Make all these imaginations become realities
Please hear me as my heart screams
I'll love you
Until the end
Until the end of eternity

pretty sweet huh?lOl.hahas (:
2more hours!~


"once aaLover has imprinted himself on your mind,,,
it is impossible to wipe him clean.''

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 2:41 PM




@ 12:32 PM

its lunchTime now ):
ii wanna EEEEEEEAT.
HHHHHHHHHHUNGRY~ ._.
dar took half day off.
sians.cant go see them play badminton.
ohWell,,, its alright.
not like ii go, i'll play :Xx LOL.
*the other time, sakshi ask me why ii dont want play.
tell me just play la.
ii tell her ii very noob de.
ii see you guys play sooooo pro.
you guys see me play will go "cant you just hit the bloody cork?!"
LOLOLOL!~ violent :DD hahaha xD
LOL!!!
JOKING!JOKING!JOKING!~ (;

"once aaLover has imprinted himself on your mind,,,
it is impossible to wipe him clean.''

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 12:32 PM




@ 9:57 AM

wOw.
2&1/2hours passed le.
im soooooHAPPY~
cause ... TODAYS THE LAST DAY OF WORK!~
weee~ hahaha :DD
BUT.honestly im gonna MISS christopherBridge(english)&fleurRoyes(australian).
they are sooo damn friendly.that im scared by them :Xx LOL.hahas (:
ohWell,,, daGe told me to take photos with them.for memory purposes.
i'll see how bah.
havent seen the lady till now though.
ii *HOPE* shes not on leave.
im veryHappy whenever they come.
they nvr fail to make me =)mile.
waito.NOT just =)mile.
is CHEESY BIG =)MILE.hahahahaha xD
[ they will nvr let me off UNLESS ii give them aa CHEESY BIG =)MILE. ]
*ii dunno if they are bullying me anot.
BUT.iiLOVEthem mans.nice peeps.
christopher is hansamu (; really.
fleur is corny - she&her funny faces+stares (: hahas.
OHHH!she came :DD ii JUST saw her.
ohYeah.hahas (:
im soooooHAPPY~
their eyes damn nice seh.
awww.they are like the main reason why im actually kinda enjoying myJob.
ytd christpher saw me crying ._. em·bar·rass·ing.
he cheer me up quite abit though.
ii felt quite bad.dar told me to smile (: cheerUp :)
but ii couldnt.honestly.
chris talk to me nia.ii felt alot better.
he gives ppl aa kind of 'qing qie gan'.
very comfortable when talking to him.
sorry DAR ):
LOL.fleur has alot of facial expressions.cornyGirl.
ii dont mind dreaming of her though.its funny :DD
hahas (:

*hmm.hmm..
wait-ing for todays invoices to come.
ii finished all the invoices for the past few days le.
ii have practically nth to do now.
can slack&surf the net for the time being (:
**dont scold me.ii FINISH-ed my work :DD hahas (:

"once aaLover has imprinted himself on your mind,,,
it is impossible to wipe him clean.''

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 9:57 AM




Thursday, January 22, 2009, @ 1:28 PM

zZ.
inexperience also kanna scolded.
zZzZzZ . . .
cannot teach me orh.
luckily myAunt called.told her friend to help me out.
or not, i'll cry even more . . .
zZ.ii thought this job is pretty easy.
turn out,,, its actually rather complicated.
haix.whatever..
ii shall just try to cheerUp.
darvin say ii cry he sadd leh.LOL.

sians.ii gotta go fetch myBrother ):
ii cant go meet him le.haix.
ii wanna see him ):

"once aaLover has imprinted himself on your mind,,,
it is impossible to wipe him clean.''

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 1:28 PM




@ 11:39 AM

im actually working now.
but cause ii was aa goodGirl (:
i've finish myWork.

so ii have the time to surf the net (: for the time being.yeah.
hardworking bah :DD hahaha xD
BHB :b joking~

imHUNGRY..
nvm,,, ii shall just have to DONG for 4more hours.

*iiMISSyou.

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:39 AM




@ 11:27 AM

21th January 2009.
CHANGE OF STATUS.
UNavailable :Xx

You're always there
when I close my eyes.
♥ 11:27 AM