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Profile W E I Z H E N. aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence &so be it. born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92 proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (: music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am. protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers. bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (; ii believe that - ◄ ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS. ► This is my blog&if you hate it, click SAYONARA &you'll be gone for good.	Tagboard
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Wednesday, August 8, 2007, @ 5:56 PM happy birthDay estee TO ESTEE : hey girl ... happy 15th Birthday worx ... hahs ... hmm ... ii hope you are feeling better le :] chills ba ... it will definitely hurt at first de ... then comes the blue-black part ... dun worry soMuch ... it will heal de ... =)miles kae ... ii hope you enjoyed yourDay today ? ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY :] You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:56 PM Friday, August 3, 2007, @ 9:42 PM sadded ... tian ar ... why liddat sia ... why is everyThing turningUpside now ? everyThing is getting more&more hayWired ? myHairs are lockingUp ? ... stressed ... ... stupid sia ... its damn rude of him cans ... where got ppl snatch others'Hp de ? then someMore still read the msges inSide ? woahLao ... its just like inVading into the privaCy cans ... freak lar ... ii dun mean to scolded him or what lar ... but thats veryRude cans ... ... now cher knows what happen liao ? how ? ii dunno how to face him liao cans ... damnAwkWard lar ... argh ... if it wasnt for her, ii think ii would still be kept in theDark cans ... mrSum scolded her for telling me ? lawls ? she didn do anyThing wrong lar ? ... she just merely tell me what happened ? why cant she tell me ? why "scold" her&restrict her from telling me anyThing ? cmon lar ... ii have the RIGHT cans ... everyThing just makes noSense lar ... ... she called me like just aa moment aGo ? she was saying that ... the whole team like anti-ing her ? dar dun care bout her ? dar treat theOtherGirls better than her ? she wanted to sit with him in bus, but he told huiJie to sit with her inStead ? she comPlain bout this&that ? ... GOD ... theWay she say is as if dar is her STEAD cans ... not her kor or whatEver shit ... woahPiang ... ii cant stand it mans ... korKor ... korKor ... korKor ... cant she just get it right that HE IS HER JIEFU ?!?! NOT herKor ? sians sia ? she just keeps saying that kor dun care her ? like whatEver cans ... ... ii m alReady damn stressedUp cans ? why is so MANY things happening thisWeek ... or perHaps, to be exact ... THIS YEAR ?!?!? ... ii m tired ? please lar ... stop adding on liao cans ... ii m really gonna break down soon ... please lar ... just let me go ... ii m tired of having to listen to your tommyRot&tittle-tattles ... it sucks ... myStatues as yourSis is veryDiff to mainTain sia ... ii dunno what to do sia ... ii mean its like someTimes right ... you have to see if you are theOne in the wrong or what then you say bout others ... its just like what we've learnt in chinese lesson ? you have to see if you are the "bad" one; if you are the one causing everyOne to look bad ? ii mean its not as if you are perFect lar ... you keep complaining that they anti you ? have you ever thought why ? you must think bout that de cans ... only by changing yourSelf, will theOthers start mixing with you&stop anti-ing you ... you keep thinking you're correct; you're just being stubborn ? thats why ppl dun like you ? ii told you, you say you underStand ? BUT why are you STILL like the way you are ? seriously, to be honest ... ii, mySelf, also thinks that mrSum is being biased ... its totally from theWay he treats you&all ... you&him may not noTiced that ... cas why ? ... he's being good to you ... of course, you dun feel it ? mrSum thinks he treats everyBody equally ? but he wrong, why ? cas its he, himSelf ma ... what do you expect ? whatEver he does, of course he dunno lar ... of course, he wont admit that he IS biased lar ? when IN FACT, he IS ... ... like what you say ... he buys breakFast for you ? someMore theWay you say is like so fengFu cans ? cmon, its not as if he buys that for the wholeTeam ? its only YOU ?! he tells you stuff ? its not as if he tells the otherTeam members ? ... so wh yare you still complaining that mrSum is also igNoring you like the others are ? you are being tooSENSITIVE le cans ... ... ii dunno lar ... ii heckCare le ... theTeam is just having tooMuch ... problems le ... now ii finally get what mrSum says ... ... ii had alWays wanted aa vBall girls team ... but all these had changed myThinkings le ... ii really hoped that there wasnt even one at all cans ... ii invited problems to mySelf ... making mySelf getting evenStressUp also over vBall ... making me LOSE OPPRTUNITIES; PRECIOUS TIME WITH MY GUY ? we didn even get to go home together or what le cans ... why ? cas of the girls team ... he has to go&help out ? the time he spend helpingOut with theGirlsTeam PLUS his ownTrgs ... NO TIME FOR ANYTHING ? someTimes ii really wonder why is myGuy the capTain ... why isnt he like aaMember or whatEver ... in this way, he DOESNT need to careORbe so enthu liao cans ... he would at least have MORE TIME THAN NOW with me ... ... ii envy jiaYun; in the other means ... ii m jealous of her ... partly is course she pretty ... BUT MAINLY IS CAS MINGHUI PON HIS TRGS FOR HER ... to accompany her ... how sweet&nice is that ... ii bet he has noIdea bout that ba ... ii can understand fully why he cant make time for me ... he's the capTain, he has to do alot of stuff ... he has to care this, care that ... he cant afford to pon ... or else he kanna scolded by cher&coach for not doin hisDuty ... in otherHand ... mrSum will think that he pon beCas of me ... ii make him pon ? then he will go&conFront him [ &perHaps ME ] ... ii dunno what to do sia ... ii do this wrong; ii do that also wrong ... its just like whatEver ii do is wrong ? nth is ever correct ? ... ii dunno lar ... ii m just feeling damn TIRED now ... ii failed mySocialStudies, a-maths&e-maths ? OMG ... having stress over STUDIES, FAMILY, RELATIONSHIP & now - VBALL stuffs ... ... why izzit that of all ppl - me, the one chosen to "solve&listen" to theProblems in vBall ? why was ii involved in Vball ... ... whats ironic is ... ii cant even "solve" myOwn proBlems ... BUT there ii m, helping others solve theirs ? wth ? ... ii dunno lar ... ... argh ... ARGH ... ii wanna scream; but nth comesOut of myMouth ... ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:42 PM Thursday, August 2, 2007, @ 6:39 PM abc iiloveyou :] happyOneYearNineMonths darDar :] woaiinii :] hahas ... loveyou . loveyou . loveyou ... iiloveyou :] muachx =)) ` unBreakableThread _x ` thine to thee _x iiloveyou . woaiinii . sarangHeyo . 520 . l3l4 . l84 . iiheartsyou . ii <3s> [ iiWANTyou . iiNEEDyou . iiMISSyou . iiLOVEyou . ] You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:39 PM