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Profile W E I Z H E N. aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence &so be it. born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92 proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (: music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am. protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers. bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (; ii believe that - ◄ ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS. ► This is my blog&if you hate it, click SAYONARA &you'll be gone for good.	Tagboard
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Saturday, July 28, 2007, @ 6:41 PM ... woke up at 6am today ... have a-maths remedial at 7.30am ... dad fetched me to school ... waited for mrSum ... he was LATE . diaos ... saw the whole C-div volleyBall team ... all of them wore fbt today ... then mrSum like dun really like it liddat ... even mrsNeo also came out of theGeneralOffice to "scold" them ... lawls ... haix ... please lar ... cmon mans ... now alReady she meh nian dai le ... where got girls still bao dao jinJin de ... lawls ... someMore all the volleyBallers all have figures&looks cans ... dunno whats the proBlem with the chers sia ... lawls ... they very laoTu ... dots ... the Remdial ended aRound 9am liddat ... went for scouts straight after remeDial ... waiMan came slightly later cas she went to send the wuHan students back to china ... haix ... ii want to go ='( * hongYi * lawls . joking =D hmm ... today nth much happen during scouts meeting ... asUsual, just sitting aRound talking and stuff stuff lor =)) hahs ... but it was quite fun =)) cas like we were talking bout hamSters ... lawls ... esTee really does know aLot bout hamSters ... like she got reSearch on hamSters liddat ... then stuPid jasPer ... eatEatEAT ... zzz ... saShimi someMore ... wth lar ... hamSter so CUTE cans ... diaos ... meeting ended at aRound 1plus pm ... it was dizzling ... so dad came to fetch me HOME ='( sians ... ii was actually planning to go to theBeach de ... ii guess ii just needed someQuiet time on mySelf ba ... ii m feeling veryTroubled this few days ... but ii dunno what ii m getting troubled over ... there just seem so MUCH till ii cant really say all of them all at once ... the feeling of just keeping EVRYTHING to mySelf seriously SUCKS ... but ii cant really find time&aa really true friend to conFide in ... ii m feeling all ... inSide ... ii dunno how to let mySelf go ... ii just feel so STRESSedUp, TROUBLED, SCARED&EMO thisYear ... ii really dunno how long can ii hold on anyLonger le ... ii feel like ii m breaking anyTime ... ii MAY look ALRIGHT ... but ii m NOT inSide ... ii dun even seem to be able to handle myOwnProblems ... but ii keep helping others ... ii just hope that by keeping mySelf busy ... perHaps ii wont feel that way le ... ii m just trying push everyThing away ... drown mySelf with work, things&stuffs to do ... ii dun want to think so much ... cas ii m afraid if ii actually stop what ii m doin ... ii will burstOut&breakDown crying ... ... ii find it damnHARD to just get everyThing out of myMind&just focus on muStudies ... wo ban bu dao ... ii m feeling very STRESSedUp in school ... how ii wish that when ii comeHome ii would have some, ONLYsome, peace to study ... its never happening ... cas myMum will always be nagging at me FOR NO RHYM OR REASON ... ii seriousLy dunno whats the F**kingProblem with her cans ... menoPause ? ... who cares man ... its just anExcuse cans ... if so, ii came that one, ii can scold you for noReason also izzit ? what crap is that mans ... ... ii m SICK&TIRED of everyThing ... ... cameHOme ... bathe ... waited for myHair to dry ... went to sleep ... ... wokeUp ... &here ii m ba ... ii m having aaHeadAche now ='( ii have been having headAches lateLy ='( ... hmm ... toDay's roWena'sBirthDay ... so happy l5th birthDay roWena =D may your wishes come true ... may your life be filled with moreColours, Warmth, Love&Laughter. from now on =D happyBirthdayGirl =D You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:41 PM @ 5:33 PM ... woke up in the middle of the night crying ... ii dreamt ... that both me&dar were in this bus together ... we alighted someWhere; at some funnyPlace ... which looked like someKind of coffeeShop ... ... the nextMoment, we were running after aaBus ... but we didnt manage stopORcatch up with it ... it went off withOut us ... ii stood on the pathWay ... panting ... ... suddenly, out of no where ... aaCar came ramming inTo me ? knocking me down ? ... everyThing aRound me beCame red ... veryWet&Bloody ... ii saw aa blurredImage of someOne running toWards me; calling myName ... then everyThing just blank out, black out ... ... waking me up, crying in bed ... ... everyThing just seemed so ... so ... real, you know ... ... the image of theBack of theBus, as it drives off ... the image of us running after it ... leaving us panting ... the headLights of theCar that drove toWards me ... [ two BRIGHT lights; it just came nearer&nearer to me ... till ... ] the moMent the car "touched" me ... everyThing stopped ... ... black ... &resumed showing me on theFloor red&bloody ... blankOUT * ... ... ii cant fiGure out why m ii having this type of dream ? iiDunno ... iiSeriouslyDunno ... m ii really that stressUp till thisDiBu ? ii m beginning to be afraid alRights ... theThought, theImage just keeps appearing in myHead ... ii m really scared ... ='( sobs ... iiDunno what to do ... ... can someOne just tell me what ii should do ='( wo hen pa ='( wo bu zhi dao gai zhe meh zuo ='( iiDunn want tell myParents cas ... they will surely be veryWorried for me ... iiDun want that to happen ='( iiDun want to make myParents worried ... ... ... ... ... ... AHHHHH !!! WHAT TO DO ?!?!?! SOBS ~~~ ... ... ... ... ... ii wanna cry sia ... this is like myFirsTime having nightMares cans ... ii m totally just so ... till ii have no freaking idea on what ii should do ... ... sobs ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:33 PM Tuesday, July 24, 2007, @ 3:09 PM ... omg !!! ohMyTian !!! he talked to me ? goodNess . hahs . lawls . as in like he said Hi to me toDay . woots ~ blushBlush lols . ytd ii made aa fool out of mySelf, just to say Hi to him ? toDay he automatically say Hi to me ? omg ~ hahas . lols . [ lawls . he say Hi to me; is alReady aa very bigAchievement for me liao cans =)) ] jess says ii m getting crazy over him liao ? then she was like :: dun forGet you are ATTACHED girl . lols . ii mean its not as if ii flirt aRound with him or what cans . we just merely said Hi&Bye only lar ... lawls ... being attached doesnt mean kenot see other guys right ? lols . its not aa CRIME cans . ii didn flirt with him, ii didn say ii like hijm either ... there's nth wrong alRight ... DUN THINK SO MUCH ... lawls . hahs . omg !!! he's so cute cans . he talked to me ? omg !!! [ ii know ii keep rePeating BUT he's really CUTE =D ] [ ii m sry ... ] he's so NICE cans . mrNICEguy =) he's quiet, shy&superDuperCUTE cans . hmm ... found out that he likes drawing ? he's totally just so like moses cans, like they are twins or someThing liddat =)) estee brought [alot] chocoLates to school today&she was sharing with us, girls only =D then jess told her to share it with hongYi&moses too ... guess what happened ... she like suddenly damn paiSeh, then talk nutil like damn "teh" liddat, which was kinda disGusting for her to do that ? it was so unexPected cans . in the end, jess took theChocolates&treated them inStead ... OMG !!! he's =)mile is like so miiRen cans =)) * faintFaint * after that estee went out of class, then both jess&ii kinda exChanged glances ... we were like so ... OMG !!! she acted so "teh" cans, like so damn paiSeh ... she BLUSHED someMore sia . what jess&ii was puzzled bout was why she so paiSeh ? ytd, she said that he not handSome ? eeks ? but toDay she suddenly liddat ? we were like ... dun tell me she likes him cans . jess said that even if so, she also no hope de ba ... lols . damnBad =)) hahs. afterSchool, we stayedBack . we went generalOffice to reTurn the skirt, &made ourWay to the canTeen ... it was then ... that we saw HIM !!! he saw us, he like "um-qio, um-qio " liddat ... then he said bye to both of us =)) ohh ... soNICE ... soSweet ? lawls . we were having ourLuch halfWay ... then estee keep commenting on whoEver that came inTo the canTeen ? first tarGet - missYeo ... missYeo came in, wearing pinkTop plus blackShirt [ its overAll aa dress ] ... she was like " actually, missYeo is quite fat de lor " . [ - cas herClothes were quite tight, then could see her spareTire ma ] woah . ii felt so ... pissed off with her ... then ii said that she is okay de cans . she is not as fat as you say she is cans . [ ii wanted to tell her right in the ace that ... look at yourSelf in theMirror beFore saying bout others ... ii bet yours is like so much more than missYeo's cans - ii didn say lar . duh . ii didn wanna hurt her ma , its quiteBad someMore ] next tarGet - nicholas ... she commented aGain :: " actually, nicholas is not handSome cans ... " woah ... that really made me lose it ... " can you stop commenting on others ?! " she totally beCame quiet lar ... pls lar ... everyTime must like give temPer than she will stop de cans . actually, its not really the commenting that is making me rather pissed off ... its just that beFore that when ii&jess were talking ... she just keeps cutting in like its her business liddat ... its kainda irritating ... imaGine talking halfWay, someOne who doesnt what youGuys are talking bout just cuts in thinking that she knows ... ... afterLunch, went back class started doin ourChineseProject ... alVin&larry was playing cardGames& chess ... he like damn shiok liddat cans ... slack alot leh ... we cant do anyThing either lar ... zzz ... xianDa had npcc so he went for hisCca lor ... lols ... finally, everyThing is nearly done =)) except for our reHearSal only ba ... hahas ... aBout 4plus - 5pm, xianDa cameBack ... at that time alVin go home liao loh ... we kaJiao xianDa ? yuLing . ohh , yuLing ... lawls ... "you like yuLing izzit?" "no lar, its just ruMour ... " "that means yo ustill like sheLia lor? " " no lar, that is also ruMour cans ... " "then why that time you blushed when we say yuLing leh ? " "got meh ?!?! " lols . we continued kaJiao-ing him ... yl . yl . yl =Pp then we started saying crap ... we were like saying lingLing ... darDar ... aye ? ... darLing worx ... " woah ... you two make perFect couple worx ... " lols ... he gave us the diaos face =D hahs ... he tried to kaJiao me back ... weiRen ? darZhen ? lols ... it didn work out lar ... cas he's darLing still sounds more ... than myDarZhen =D lols ... it sounded someThing liddat tarZan&jane ? zzz ... hahs ... hmmm ... we patchedBack le ? kinda ba ... lols ... ii dunno lar ... damnSad; damnHurt; damnDisappointed&damnUpset ='( [ ii had to sms him ? he did neven bother to send me aa msg ? sobs sia ] &all he siad was sry ? sorry is just aaWord ? what ii want is anExplanation ? [ is it soDiff to reQuest for that ? wh ycant you get it ? ] * frustrated * iiGiveUp * sigh ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 3:09 PM Monday, July 23, 2007, @ 7:08 PM omg . HE'S SO SHUAI CANS !!! toDay theChina ppl came ourSchool ? then four of them came to our class ? two girls, two guys ... goodNess grace-est ... moses "partner" damnSHUAI, damnCUTE cans ... lols ... whoosh ~ ... hisName is hongYi ... hahas ... if not wrong ba =)) hahas ... lols ... just now ii think ii made aa fool out of mySelf ba ... cas moses told us to try to socialize with him ? so ii was like HELLO !!! like damn high cans ... then he like damn paiSeh, veryShy liddat ... dun dare lift hisHead ? lols ... so ii kinda made aa fool out of mySelf ba ... lols ... hahs ... erms ... actually he looks aBit like moses =D hahs ... so ii told moses ... then moses was like ... " he handSome right =)" ii was like :: yaa =)) hahas ... " kan ... ta shuo nii shuai, jiu shi zai shuo wo shuai ... ying wei ta jiang wo men zang de hen xiang =)) " lols ... then me&jess was like ... omg ... BHB sia ... hahs ... afterSchool, ii stayed in school for e-maths ? missThong teach =D hahs ... after that when we goin home le ... we saw all the chinaFriends in the bus leaving dunMan ... dunno goin where =)) hahas ... then ii saw HIM ... omg ... he DAMN SHUAI&CUTE cans ... hahas ... ii stared at him; he stared back at me ... lols ... jess was like aGree-ing with me ? she was like YAA, HE VERY SHUAI&CUTE =DD hahas ... then she suddenly say that she thinks hongYi is interested in me ? he seem to like me ? lols ... then ii was like ... ohh ... PLEASE lar !!! who in the world would lke aa girl like me ? lols ... & furtherMore ii m ATTACHED =DD !!! lols . hahas ... but SERIOUSLY speaking, HE IS SERIOUSLY HONESTLY DAMN VERY SHUAI&CUTE cans =DD goodNess ... he caught me ? lols ... hahas ... wenQing&estee says he is not handSome ... he is JUST AVERAGE ?!?!? omg ... ii think theirEYES GOT PROBLEM ba =DD hahas ... jokin joking =)) HE IS SHUAI DE CANS ... HE IS SHUAI DE CANS ... HE IS SHUAI DE CANS ... HE IS SHUAI DE CANS ... HE IS SHUAI DE CANS ... [ OPPS =Xx ] You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:08 PM Friday, July 13, 2007, @ 11:12 PM sick ? sadded ... " love " is sick ='( as in darDar is sick ='( lols ... haix ... & ii m having aaHeadAche too ... sadded ... hmm .. nth much happen today ba ... mayBe just one thing ba ... MIRACLE ... missWan didn give homeWork for the first time ... everSince she taught us ... lols ... everyWeek COMFIRM got homeWork de sia ... lols ... hahas =)) luckily thisWeek dun have ... really got no time sia ... got scouts, got proJect =( arhhh ... * stressedOut * hmm ... hope darDar is feeling better now ... & hope he's sensible enough to NOT go for his trg ... which ii think he will DEFINITELY go de ... haix ... ... iiLOVEhim =)) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 11:12 PM Sunday, July 8, 2007, @ 7:24 PM ... ouch . ouch . ouch ... sobs ... ii m aching like WOO~ ... myHANDS are aching damnBADLY ... ii think tmr ii wakeUp, ii got TWO LUMPS ON MY HANDS LE ... all the handMusclesPOPPINGout le sia ... pain . pain . pain ... goodnessGraciest ... ii look like ... ii m blushing ? myCheeks are pinkPink de ? diaos ? ii cant sit still sia ... ii sit still only got the waves, the current feeling ... like ii m floating aRound liddat ? lols ... the moment we went there, we had theory first ... then came the part that ii "hated" most ... CAPSIZING !!! ... theCapSizing was like ... kaNaSai mans ... [lols] ii drank lots of saltWater sia ... ii think the saltPotential in body in higher than the waterPotential le cans ... godd ... osmosisOccuring ? lols ... *FIRSTIME;* the firsTime wasnt that bad ... we went to the assistantInstructor, dengDa, there to do the capsiZing . it was just that both me & estee couldnt rock theKayak much ... took like 5mins beFore we could capSize ... whoosh ~ the feeling of the water gushing inTo your nose is HORRIBLE ... pain [ weird feeling ] is all ii can say ... ii came out of the correct side ... BUT ii didn tap the kayak 3times ... estee tapped ... BUT she came out of the wrongSide ? NVM !!! REDO ... *SECONDTIME;* we went to the mainInstructor de ... inStead of us rocking the boat ourSelves ... he rock for us ... [rock 3times - down we went ...] me - tapped & correctSide ... estee - didnTap & came out of correctSide ... had to do all overAgain ... cas partner wrong ... NVM !!! REDO ... *THIRDTIME;* paddled to dengDa aGain ... he asked if we want him to rock for us ... okay ... sure ... [it was someHow better] rock, rock, rock, rock, ROCK ... waterGUSHED ... me - didnTap & cameOutCorrectSide ... estee - tapped & correctSide ... ii keep apologizing ... then found out that ... ... she, herSelf, came out from the wrongSide ... lols ... [ ii thought she came out the correct side actually ... cas ii saw her at mySide ? BUT someHow she was at the wrong side ? ] NVM !!! REDO ... FORTHTIME; FOCUS !!! row to dengDa ... ... went upside DOWN ... blur ... blank out ... shoosh ~ me - tapped [ but only twice, needed thrice ='( ] & correctSide [as usual] estee - tapped & wrongSide ... - - - - - - - - - - ii couldnt take it ... burstOut crying ... even myTears tasted salty ... sadded ... there was one angMoh couple ... theMale helped waiMan and peiYu ... [ waiMan cried too; if ii wasnt wrong ... ] theFemale came over to ourSide ... & comforted me ... held myHands tightly ... put her arm aRound me ... aww ... that was so sweet cans ... she was like saying dun worry, you can do it =)) dun give up ... its kinda fun actually ... its not that bad, you know ... [ englishSlang wor ... dun play play ... haha ] felt better ... ... dengDa was comforting me too =)) he said that after we succeed we can all go & have our lunch, so JIAYOU !!! can de =DD lols ... ... [ estee kept apologizing ? ] ... NVM !!! REDO ... FIFTHTIME; set off aGain ... [same timing as waiMan's] feelingTouched ... went to dengDa there AGAIN ... feeling rather ... hmm ... more confident ba ... we watched waiMan & peiYu do first ... down they went ... tap . tap .tap ... one head popOut ... familiar; waiMan; daDa =DD seCond head, couldnt be seen ? lost ? legs appeared ? then peiYu's whole body ... hahas ... wanna guess why ? ... try thinking bout it ... ii will say BUT not now ... hahas ... we were like so happy for them cans ... "congrats" ... [ to them ] "goodLuck; jiaYou; you can do it too" !!! [ to us ] feeling MORE confident ... rock . rock . rock ... wentInverted ... tap . tap . tap . tap . tap ... "float" up ... [ lifeBuoyancy] BUT ii wasnt stable ... startedStruggling ... gloodd ... gloodd ... gloodd ... drank lots of seaWater ... & ii kinda had aa BLOCKED nose feeling ... struggled strugled ... dengDa "fu" me ... woo ~ felt disgusted & FULL by the water ... dengDa was telling me ... you passed, you passed ... & gave me aa "wellDone" type of look ... wee ~~~ PASSED myCapsiZing =D happyHappy Neh ... but ii felt weird ... myEyes hurt ? myLips like cracking ? myNose blocked ? myThroat felt dry ? myStoMach blo-dert-ed; like ii have stuff mySelf with food ? ... had aa VERY salty feeling ... plack ... digusting ... opps =Xx ii forgot bout estee ... hmm ... she ... hmm ... unfortunately failed ... sadded ... inStructor released us for lunchBreak ... & told estee to reDo after we came back from the break ... cas she failed ... went to wash up aBit; as in rinse ourSelves ... took ourWallets ... went to the only kopiTiam, that we can go, cas of the fact that we are WET ... it was the nearest & the smallest ... lols ... me & daDa wanted to share chickenPastaRice ... [ we were damn full after the (salt)waterDrinking session ... lols ... ] ordered BUT they dun have it ... me, waiMan, and peiYu ... in the end ... ordered frenchFries instead ... couldnt think of anyThing else to eat ... we didn have much time either ... estee was rather hungry ... she ate lasiLemak instead ... she said that the fries alone isnt enough for her ? lols ... bigAppetite ... was enjoying myFries halfWay ... suddenly ... someOne covered myEyes ? [ whiteHands ] & wanted me to guess who are they ? lols ... waiMan was saying that their someOne very close to you ... ii thought of tiingZhen ? ... they said no ... tesssandra ? no ... debbie ? no ... [ then darDar's image came into myMind; ii nearly said out ... luckily ii didn =)) heng ar ... ] they are someOne that stays damn close to you ... then they were like "yourPARENTS" !!! lols ... they sat down with us for aWhile then went off ... [ ii guess they came to prawn ba ... hahas ... ] estee was like woah, yourParents so good ... come here o find & see you ... then someMore still so caring ... ii want also dun have ='( - - - - - - - - - - actually ... seriously speaking ... ii didn really like it ? ii dunno ... mayBe to others, they care, they concern, they treat me well ... BUT to me ... ii feel that they are ... rather ... tooProtective liao ba ... ii mean ii know that they care for me ... but ii m not the type that like ppl to ... "control " me ... ii prefer haaving myOwn privacy ... myOwn FREEDOM ... ii know that myParents are nice, & ii appreciate it ... [ myMum shows her care & concern thru nagging ... myDad, theOtherHand, shows it thru understanding & talkingSense to us ... ] BUT ii would someHow still preFer myOwn way ... aiya ... whatever ba ... - - - - - - - - - - went back to kayak again after theBreak ... [ estee told the instructor that she will do the capSizing slightly l8r, cas she was feeling full ... & was afraid that she would vomit ... and she used her "powerCard" - herMUM ... lols ... ] hmm ... we started off by learning how to hold the paddle properly ... & the main part came ... kayaKing :: kayak forWard ... kayak backWards ... kayak sideWays ... forming aa raft ... it was rather tiring; but fun ... myHands areAching cas of it ... lols . hahas ... hmm ... then it started to drizzle ? instructors had no choice but to release us slightly earlier ... had aa slight briefing ... ... then ... went to washUp the paddles and buoyancyVest ... ii took off mySpecs ? the water was splashing all aRound ? ... *TIME TO WASH UP =DD* wee ~ prepared everyThing, want to bath ... then found out ii lost mySpecs ? lols ... damn ganJiong cans ... ='( after theOthers finich washingUp, they helped me HUNT for mySpecs ? found it at the washingArea ... zzz ... "you damn lucky cans", estee exclaimed ... lols ... hmm ... cameOut of that place, all clean & sugary ? lols ... preCious came to look for me =DD so sweet =Pp hahs =)) hmm ... he wanted to send me home ? but in the end, it beCame ii send him home ... cas myMama come fetch me, then meanWhile he stayed at pasiRis ? so close cans ... so send him home first ... lols ... hmm ... he says its weird for aaGirl to send aaGuy home ? lols ? hui ma ? darDar send darDar home got crime meh ? zzz ... whatEver ba =)) ... maMa came ... went home ... woots ~~ home SWEET home [: & here ii m =)) yawns ... tired ... tmr still got school ='( sians ... kae ba ... ii think ii call this aa day for me le ba ... * feeling very light now ? * * have the floatingSensation * lols . reminded me of lastYear ... william :: " wo hui piaoBo " ... zzz ... hmm ... ii turning in for the night le =)) goodNite to whoEver =)) [actually ... overAll is quite FUN de ... not that bad lar ... its just that myBones like cracking liddat ... then ... saltPotention is HIGHER than my waterPotential in my body only ... theRest is FUN de =)) ii can say ... ii kinda enjoyed it ba =)) haha ... hmm ... next week test ? hope ii can pass =DD wish me luck mans =)) haha ... ] *kayaKingRAWKs [:* [: iiLOVEhim :] muachx ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:24 PM Saturday, July 7, 2007, @ 6:48 PM ... GREEN WORLD DAY *save the climate !?!?!* *lols ...* *myBrother was saying that the whole day of playing music 24hrs ...* *is ...* *gonna be the one giving rise to globalWarming ?* *lols ...* *[ actually ...* *come to think of it ...* *its quite true ba ...* *hahas ...* *lols ... ]* *ii didn watch televiSion today ?* *lols ...* *didn get to see what was goin on ?* *nvm ...* *was playingCom the whole freaking day =))* *wee ~* *[ how ii wish time will just stop NOW ...* *liddat, ii can FOREVER playCom ...* *dunnid study anyMore ...* *dunnid to kill myPRECIOUSbrain cells le ...* *haix ...* *really REGRET "flying" up ...* *should have just stayed on ["G"round] floor ...* *...* *STRESSEDout* *dun pissed me off ...* *grrr ...* *or ii will pounce on you ?* *scratch you ; bit you ...* roar !!! * lionPatrol =D * *DENG !!!* *lols ... it sounded so WRONG cans ?* *like so wild liddat ?* *lols ... zzz ...* * beWare of the LION in me [?] * *noLINK ...* *...* *...* *...* You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 6:48 PM Wednesday, July 4, 2007, @ 10:38 PM .... TODAY ... is ... just like anyOther day ... - boring - zzz ... hmm ... * four more days to kayaKing * wonder how izzit like ? hmm ... ii hope its fun =D feeling all EXCITED inSide =)) whoosh ... ... ... ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 10:38 PM Tuesday, July 3, 2007, @ 3:46 PM ... ... sadded ... ytd was our oneYearEightMonths Aniversary =)) & ii couldnt use the com ? haix ... then kenot post anyThing lor ... sadded sia ... ii was hinting him ytd ? trying to "tell" him to so call help me post or someThing liddat ? BUT as usual ... he doesnt catch aa thing ? dun even know what ii m trying to "say" ... zzz ... XiGuanJiuHaoLeBa ... haix ... lols .. hahs .. ... today ... was ... just like any normal school day ... nth interesting happen ? sians ... anyways we will be having ourEnglish lesson in the surfinRoom liaos ... cas mrsManiam "sprain" her ankle, that was what she thought ? but actually she fractured it inStead ? lols ... she veryPro sia .. went somePart ausTralia and phillpines WITH AA FRACTURED LEG ? without knowing that it was all along aa fracture ? she kept thinking it was just aa sprain ? lols sia ... nth le ba ... sians ... *2th.July.2oo7.* happy oneYearEightMonths anniversary DAR =)) iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ...iiloveyou ... =)) . unBreakableThread [: [: neverLettinGo . . stillHoldinOn [: [: loveFoOl . I - ndulge . In . You . L - ovely . Thoughts . O - verComing . ALL . obstacles . V - eracious . Words . E - uphoric . Memories . U - nbreakable . Thread . You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 3:46 PM Sunday, July 1, 2007, @ 8:47 PM umbrella ? lols . this song reMinds me of DuaNehBu ... ELLA !!! ... lols ... LOLS ... [but she isnt that skinny lar ... its just the BIG only =D hahas . ii m BAD =DD ] [CHORUS] when the sun shines we'll shine together told you ii'll be here forever that ii'll always be your friend took an oath i'mma stick it out 'till the end now that it's raining more than ever know that we still have each other you can stand under my Umbrella you can stand under my Umbrella (Ella ella eh eh eh) under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh) under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh) under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh) it's raining (raining) Ooo baby it's raining baby come into me come into me it's raining (raining) Ooo baby it's raining you can always come into me come into me...... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 8:47 PM @ 5:47 PM sians ... *BLOCKBUSTER SUNDAY [?]* sians ... SiAnS ... SIANS ... nth to do at home sia ='( sitting, staying at home rotting sia ... zzz ... dun feel like doin homeWork either ... * slacking lotsLOtsLOTS * hmm ... feeled kinda upSet toDay ? dammit sia ... stupid chinese proJect ... wahLao ... nedda reDo everyThing all over again sia ='( sadded ... wasted bout 16bucks for the freaking chinese proJect ? [ ii mean for the seCond time ii didn mind lar, cas dar accompany me ma =)) ] hahas . anyways ... ii purposely go ask aRound hoping that there will be someOne with pirated CDs ... finally got it ... watch it like dunno how many fking times ? until ii can even memories part of the story liao cans ... grrr ... so pissed ? but its also partly our fault lar ... we forgot that we kenot choose carToons movie for our proJect ? haix .. nvm ... hmm ... the pirated shrekCD like damn carToon liddat sia ... [ ii mean it is aa carToon lar ... but what ii m trying to say is that the english is like damn POWDERFUL de cans ? ] lols sia ... got badWord someMore ... bad BaD BAD influence ... let me give some examples : no.1 - its was supposed to be ' the fire of truth', it beCame 'far of truth' ? no.2 - supposed to be 'rainBow pony', became 'rainBow poRny' ? no.3 - supposed to be 'out of devotion for you', became 'out of emotion for you' ? no.4 - supposed to be 'its goin to FALL', it beCame 'its goin to FUCK ? lols ? omg ? stupid sia ... the subtitle like SHIT liddat sia ... teach BADwords ... lols ... learned someThing ... ' NEVER BUY OR BORROW PIRATED CDs, EVEN IF YOU CANT AFFORD THE REAL ONES ... ' lols . now ii sound like ii m advertising or someThing liddat ? or some kind of 'no pirated CDs' ppl ... lols ? zzz ... but its kinda funny actually =DD hahas ... cheered me up ? hahas ... [ so next time if you wanna scold Fword : it will be fall ... (fall you ? fall off ?) LOLS !!! ] [ fall will be Fk ... ] [ ii told wenQing and estee the other day when we were having lunch together after school ... then all the DIRTY stuff came flooding our mind ? we, ii mean, partly estee lar, althought ii also "join" in =DD erms, we were like making up aa "story" ... ] - - - - - - - - - - - smallGirl : mummy, today myFriend just made me f**k using aa pole ... [mummy, today myFriend just make me fall using aa pole ...] it hurts ... BUT it was FUN ... and we did it over and over aGain ? mummy, do you wanna try =D its really FUN !!! cmon mummy ... cmon ? mother : STUNNED !!! DENG !!! - - - - - - - - - - - eeks ... its like damn sick lar ... BUT ii was laughing like hell that day ? until ii nearly got sixPacks ? lols ... zzz ... anyways its really SICK !!! sick in the head ... its polluting my mind liao cans ? lols ... ii need aa brainWash ... [ gei wo yi bei wang qing shui =)) ] lols ... ii m getting aa little sot sot, out of myMind liao .. [ like my patheticPhone ? ] lols ... kae ba ... signingOff liao ... wanna go watch aDaKeDaBra [ lols . dunno how to spell ? actOneCleverOne =D whatSoEver ] my english very POWDERFUL de =)) LOLS ... want go watch HairyPotter le =)) ii mean HarryPotter le ... byes ~~~ iiwantHIM ... iineedHIM ... iimissHIM ... most importantly, iiloveHIM =DD lotsLoTs&LOTS !!! UNBREAKABLEthread; overcomingALLobstacles; stillHOLDINGon; NEVERlettinGo; ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:47 PM