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Profile W E I Z H E N. aaPerson who lacks of selfConfidence &so be it. born on HALLOWEEN, 31th'OCT'92 proud&honoured to be aDunmanDoveGIRLscout (: music is something ii cant live without. ♥Addicted,,, ii am. protective of my closeFriends&familyMembers. bully them,,, &~~you'll get it from me.~~ you're died (; ii believe that - ◄ ACTIONS speaks LOUDER then WORDS. ► This is my blog&if you hate it, click SAYONARA &you'll be gone for good.	Tagboard
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Saturday, June 30, 2007, @ 2:46 PM sians ... woah ... today damn sway sia ... zzz ... woke up with myBody aching like hell ... then ii overSlept ? luckily reach pasiRis for the crossCountry right on time ... hahas ... started running ... then the stupid shoe spoil ? zzz ... lols sia ? ii didn do anyThing lar ... just running cans .. liddat also spoil ? the rubber thingy underNeath came off ? pieces by pieces ? alamak ... loo plus dollars someMore ... zzz ... fly away sia ... adidas leh ... so freaking "LAN" cans ... sians ... * brand doesnt mean a thing; it just sound nicer nia; branded stuff doesnt mean it will last longer * haix ... sway lar ... why of all people ... me ? ... went downTown East with tess and friends ... met kelvin and the other basketBaller on the way ... tess ask them to tag along ? lols ... is she want de horx ... not me ar ... it will NEVER be me =) wanted to go mac there eat ... cas dar say he goin there for lunch ? in the end change location ... they went foodCourt instead ? the whole mac was so damn crowded ... burgerKing was just beside ... so sengCheong suggest to go there instead ? stupid sia ... that guy keep bullying me ='( ask me buy food for him like he is same kind of daShaoYe ... then ii his xiaoNuBi ? lols ... bought for him le then he was like ordering me to take ... and put on his sit ? zzz ... there was only one tray ? so ii put hisFood on the table lor ... hahs ... evil =DD he over there keep kaoPeh-ing me ... zzz ... dar help me speak up =DDDDD awww ... so touched ... so sweet =Pp lols ... dar left early cas he had trg ='( sadded ... [but seriously speaking, ii was feeling kinda awkward with him, after all that has happened ? lols] the basketBaller left ... and tess tagg along ? she is like the only girl cans ? looked kinda flirty ... wanted to go to the beach ... walk walk, see see, hear hear ? lols ... but mum was like telling me to go home ... dun go .. and stuff stuff ? like afraid that ii will get drown or someThing liddat ? lols ... zzz ... damn protective sia ... its good in the sense as she cared ... but bad in the sense that she is like being too overProtective, like ii m some kind of little kiddy ? lols ... took bus21 [accompany waiMan =) she look emo today ? dunno why ='(] changed to bus293 ... direct bus home ? during the bus ride, estee was like telling me aa story that she read from aa book ... which was like damn sick cans ... its bout aHem aHem de lor ... sick ... SiCk ... SICK !!! * hear no evil mans * sadded ... mum send myHp for repair ? cas its like ... no.1 - theHp sot sot de ... someTimes lag out then auto restart ? no.2 - ii call or ppl call me, ii pick up, they cant hear clearly what ii m saying, and they say ii sound ROBOTIC[?] and MAN-LY[?] ... [its like omg cans . they thought ii did it on purpose ? its my phone'sFault lar ? its so damn lame cans .] *no.3* - ii play the songs, the songsBar is moving, but no sound is coming out ? ii plug in the earPhone have sound ? take out, no sound ? [lols ? playing tricks on me sia ? zzz ... ] hmm ... reasons of it being liddat ? ii DROP it ALOT of TIMEs le =Pp hahs .. so ... its partly my fault also lar =Xx hahas . lols . bleah ? [haix ... iiMISS ... myPhone =Pp hahas . ii'm playFul =DD] You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 2:46 PM Friday, June 29, 2007, @ 9:03 PM forgive or not ... tess, tiing and waiMan told me to forgive him ... ii want to ... but its difficlut for me alright ? after the lies, not knowing how many ? how in the world m ii supposed to forgive him ? half of me wants to get back with him and to just forGive and forGet ... another half is afraid that it might happen again ... ii seriously dun want aa seCond time ... cas the feeling just totally sucks ... HURT ... ii thought it over careFully ... and ii decided to forGive him ... but that doesnt mean anyThing yet ... whether ii want to go back or not ... cas ii dun have trust him anyMore ... whats the point of two ppl, not having trust in eachOther, but is together ? ii see no point ? cas one side will keep suspecting the other side ... and it will definitely lead to the breaking and ending of it de ... *TRUST* is the main key point to every couple ? without trust, its really very difficult to mainTain aa good relationShip for long de ... its only meant for short relationShips ... and thats not what ii want ... ii dun want to get back, without trust ... and create even more problems popping out ... getting the both of us hurt again ... so ... its better for me to gain trust in him again beFore ii could get back with him ba ... he said he's willing to wait ? and that he will wait ? m ii really worth waiting for ? why does he want to wait for aa girl like me ? ii dun get it ? ii mean if he's feeling guilty or someThing thats why he's willing to wait ... ii rather not have it ? cas it will seriously hurt me more ... even more than this time de ... anyways he's, erms, forGiven le ... so just 'sun ji zhe ran ba' ... it will also depend on him ... to see if we will get back fast or slow ... cas ii nedda know what he wants ... and he needs to prove it to me ba ? yaa ... but ii really hope it will be soon =)) anyWays it all dePends on him ba ... ii cant do anyThing ... ii cant force him or what ... he have to know what to do ... ii hope he really know what to do ... ii just need to be convince ... its easy de =)) [just someThing that is able to make me melt, can easily make me convinced de] [its easy, ii dun hoped for anyThing complicated or what ...] [just someThing simple will do ?] [ii m easily satisfied ?] [ii m too soft-hearted liaos] [thats the problem with me ...] [ii treat you too well ? thats what THEY says ?] * hope it will be soon * * waiting * ___________ ~ loveHIM ? ~ loveHIMnot ? ~ loveHim ? ~ loveHIMnot ? ~ lols ... ~ iiloveHIMalright ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:03 PM Tuesday, June 26, 2007, @ 9:38 PM sobs. *26th june 2oo7* sobs ... found out someThing that shut ... and broke me down today ... right on this day ... ii cried ='( nth happen at first ... it was just like any normal schoolDAY cans ... it was until after school then everyThing started to ... tiing, ii really hoped that you had never told me anyThing bout what is happening in class sia ... ii really hoped you never told me at all ... ii know that you are just being concern and that you feel that there is aa need for me to know ... cas its regarding dar ... ii appreciate it ... but seriously if you didn tell me anyThing ... perHaps ii wouldnt even have broKen down at all ba ? actually, ii already knew what is happening in class ... ii just simply chose to close one eye and really pretended that nth had happened ... ii didn wanna make aa big fuss out of it ... neither did ii want to start aa quarrel with him ... furtherMore, ii trust him thats why ii didn wanna care so much ... but after what you told me ... ii felt that you were right ... as in like, ii only thought that she was just, you know, drawing on his hands and stuff stuff ... ii didn really think so much to as in ... when she is drawing on hisHANDS ... they are actually having closeContact with eachOther ... [hands "touching" eachOther ?] the moment, you said that, ii have to admit that ii agree with you totally ... its like when drawing, she will definitly touched him lar ... ii cant accept the fact that another girl is touching my guy, ii mean any girl, knowing that herGuy is having closeContact with another girl, will get rather worked up lar ... furtherMore, ii had tolerated it for so long liao ... ii knew like during the start of the first term ... ii actually 'ren' until now ... after knowing all this, ii really kenot take it anyMore lar ... ii tried to hint him beFore ? but as you know, guys tend to be straighter ? they think things very simple de ... they dun like complicated stuff ... SHE drawing on hisHANDs isnt really the problem that is making me rather pissed off ... its the fact that he is actually letting her draw ... is as if he enjoys the way she is "touching" him or someThing liddat ? ii mean its not as if he cant take away his hands from her or someThing liddat alright ? but someHow he chose to just let her "tattoo" his hands ? ... *27th june 2oo7* he asked why do ii look so sadd this few days ? and ii told him to think it himSelf ? dun bother to ask me ... cas ii wont tell him ? *28th june 2oo7* made up my mind to tell dar everyThing ... ii m willing to take the risk ... and tell him every single thing ... its either we solve it OR not ... if we cant ... then ii see no point of goin on ... maybe ending everyThing would be the bestChoice ? FINALLY told him ... felt better ... cas ii had kept it to mySelf for too long liaos ... he said he knew all along what was the problem the moment ii told him to think it himSelf ... ... but guess what ... hes's still doin the samething ... getting damn close to her ... kept talking to her ... ii mean, cmon lar huh, the way you are acting is as if you are single, and that she is your stead ? you said you knew what was the problem ... and yet you continued to do so ... dun you think you are being too guoFen ma ? you lied to me ? ii mean ii really cant believe you actually lied to me ? once bitten, twice shy ... [ii mean ii seriously do not know how many did you ever lied to me ?] but since there is aa first time, there will definitely be aa second time ... have you ever thought bout my feelings ? bout how ii would feel when ii know this ? perHaps you never cared or think bout me when you are flirting ba ... seriously just try putting yourSelf in my shoes, imagine you are in aa situation like now ? you see your gf flirting aRound with anOther acting rather imtimidating [qingMi] ... how would you feel ? think bout it ... the girl that you are flirting is like so much better than your gf in terms of looks and herSelf ? 1oo % like prettier and better than your gf in everyWays ? dun you think you are hurting her ? you dun have to keep saying sorry, you know ... cas seriously, whats the point of saying sry when it has all happen and had already been done ? dun you think its like too late liao ma ? honestly speaking, if you didn actually lied to me ... ii would have forGiven you liaos ... its very easy ... ii still can take it ... but by lying to me ... you are just detroying the trust that ii once had in you ... do you have any idea how tough it was for me to build trust in you ? [after what had happened to me in priMary school] ii told you .. ii lost trust in guys .. you said that ii could trust you ? but after all this, do you think ii still can trust you ? ii will never know when are you lying to me again alright ? the fact that you are lying to me ... is the thing that is hurting me damn badly ... ii feel so disappointed in you ... hurt ... ii dun understand why are you changing so much ? you have changed ... changed to be more flirty and cold to me ... you do not flirt with girls last time de cans ? but this year, you seem to be flirting alot ... you seem to enjoyeed it huh ... you liked it, dun you ? ii know ii used to do that ... but ii have stop already ... ii stop, you start ? whats goin on ? whats is happening ... whats that supposed to mean ? you used to put me in the first ... but its changing now ... you are no longer treating me like last time ? no more love and concerns coming out from you much le ... ii dunno ? perHaps you are really getting tired of me le ba ... [ii mean ii dun have the looks ? ii m not aa good gf ? and ii suck ?] ii used to not believe that there is aa limited time for aa guy to get tired of aa girl ... but ii m having seCond thoughts to that le ... beCause ii feel that, that is exactly whats happening to us now ? we drifting aPart ... ii dunno how long can ii taHan anyMore ... ii feel like ii m flying away le ... ii feel that this relationShip seems to be ending ? soon ? ... from the time we started till now ... we had never "quarrel" until like this ... this is the first ever time alright ? ii dun the feeling ... seriously dun like the feeling ... we are starting to have problems surfacing out le ... one by one ... ii dunno how long ii can go on ... ii m having enough stress from myStudies le ... ii seriously do not have time to think or control you ... ii let you have your freeDom to do what you want ... make whatEver friends you want ... why ? cas ii, mySelf, do not like to control ppl and ii do not like ppl doin that on me either... ii trust you ... but you destroyed ... honestly, ii want apologys, indeed ... but ii want expalnations more ... aa word sorry isnt able to solve problems ... actions speak louder than words ... actions prove more than words alone ... you have to seriously show that you are really sincere in your apologys ... you are really treating this matter very seriously ... you really want my forGiveNess ... and that you want to contiNue this relationShip ... words alone is not able to convince me ... myHeartAches ='( hurted ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:38 PM Saturday, June 23, 2007, @ 9:14 PM ... *STAY HOME SATURDAY* there was scouts meeting today de ... but cas this holiDays ii keep going out ... so like ... parents not happy ... want me stay at home ... and study study study ... but in the end, ii ended up playing com and watching tv instead ... bleah ... naughty naughty ... slacking alot this year =DD lols ... hmm ... borrowed CDs few days ago ? nedda return by monDay ? chiong all the movie ? movie maraThon ? lols ... zzz ... watched 'just follow law' [for my ahMa and myBro, who havent even watch] and erms, epicMovie ... then watched channel5 - princesDairies [iiLOVEthiShoWheniiWasYoung-ER =Pp] still havent finish the movies yet ... left with pursuitOFhappyNESS and erms, ghostRider ... ii think myDegrees will inCrease by the end of the holiDays sia ... keep playing and watching tv =Pp aiya ... hack care lar =)) You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:14 PM Friday, June 22, 2007, @ 10:36 PM ... ... woke up early for the energyThingy ... have test ='( and guess what ... ii didn study for it =O lols ... hmm ... they planned to meet at interChange smallMac @ bout 7.45am ? noBody was there when ii went there ? lols ... learned someThing ... scoutsGuys are always late de .. they are never early ... zzz ... both waiMan and ii had to call and "blow" them ... yongKin and muNir came shortly after the blowings ... except for hamiZan ... waited for that guys for like oneHour ... still havent come ? we heck care liao lor ... went off withOut him ... didn care bout him le ... cas we were already like late le cans ... then someMore huDa waiting for us @ beDok mrt ? she waited there for oneHour also ... withOut anyBody ... she was alone there ? we board the mrt then inForm huDa, tell her to take the next mrt ... and that we are in there ? ... guess what ? she say she took the wrongMrt ? so met up at cityHall instead lor ? ... guess what again ? she was there liao ? zzz ... she say she sit at theMrt station ... with all the mrt passing by and stuff ... make her blurBlur, gongGong ? mixed up ? so she thought she took he wrong one ? hahas . lols . cartoon sia ... the guys were like saying that if ... hamiZan is there already, they will ... him . we reached the spBuliding on time ... exactly 9am =) ... guess what ... HE REALLY WAS THERE already ?!?! woah ... all of us like damn ... with him lar . waited so long, just to find that he was already there ? wth ? huDa said she counted bout 18mrt had passed when waiting for him ? zzz ... we couldnt do anyThing also lar ... let him off lor =)) passed up our homeWork ... and prepared to sit for the test ... the invigilaor very GOOD ... give us "tips" beFore the paPer start ... hahas ... the paPer was okay ba ? not that diffiCult like ii thought ... cas got ppl fail beFore come back again for reTest ? hahas . erms . should be able to pass ba =) * badge =)) badge =DD * went tampinesMall with scouts ... had lunch with them .. meet changKat leaders ? admin [dunno how to spell ?] - huDa's couSin ... and his GF !!! lols ? the guys went home ... huDa meeting with friends . waiMan accompany me and waited for dar to come ... [its so nice of her =)) she is aa veryGOODfriend indeed =DD very trust-able also =Pp] hmm ... he came; she went ... we went to buy movieTickets =)) it was aroung 2pm le ... but the movieSlot only has the one starting aRound 3pm de ... sians ... had to wait ? nth to do ... so we just walked aRound tm lor, which was like so damn sians cans ... FINALLY ... it was time for movie =DD it was damn cold inside lar ... freezing like hell ? no jackets; only warmedHANDS =DD had to reCord part of the movie for proJect ? the guy sitting beSide me was like laughing so loudly ? couldnt hear what ii recorded ? only his BLOODLY laughter ? ii think the guy beSide watched beFore le ba ... cas he is like laughing beForeHand ? when the funny part comes - he isnt laughing ... when the funny part is coming - he is already laughing ... lols ... zzz sia ... wierdo =DD saw quite alot of ppl ? deBbie, yuHui, daRyl, shiRong, jeSs, aManDa; her aHem and chengYuan ... called aManDa but she couldnt hear ? dar was like waving frantically at them ... still couldnt see ... there were like ppl looking at dar, like he is some kind of wierd guy ? cas of the way he waved ? lols ... aManDa FINALLY saw us ... but couldnt fiGure ot who we were at first ... cas we were like quite far from each other ... she didn put on herSpecs either ... talked for awhile ... they were waiting for jiaJing and gary ? feeling tired so dar send me home lor ... wanted to walk home de ... but the sky was DARK ... dammit ... zzz ... took bus lor ='( the bus ride seem so fast ='( reached and he send me to the lift ... beFore goin off =)) felt happy ? cas like finally can go out with him ? this holiDays he like very busy liddat ... have alot of trg ='( nvm ba ... at least ii went out with him ... yaa ... hahs ... ii guessed ii m easily satisfied ba =DD lols . You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 10:36 PM Thursday, June 21, 2007, @ 8:36 PM sians ... SIANs ... myMum woke me up like around 9plus am liddat ... say want bring ahMa go out eat ... haix . dunno why toDay ii feel so tired and MOODY !!! [ it was after ii went to the toilet to change clothes and peePee ... then know why ii felt so mooDy le ... ] lols sia ... sway lor ... hmm ... went to the CDshop there . borrowed bout four CDs . [ epicMovie; ghostRaider; pursuitOFhappyNESS; just FOLLOWlaw (for ahMa de, cas she like nth to do liddat) ] sians ... hmm ... this few days . didn communicate much with darDar ='( sadded . [ have got aa feeling that we are drifting apart ='( ] what to do ? he busy ma . do not really have much time to come out peii me . sadded sia . but nvm lar . tmr he will be free from vBall . so ... FINALLY can go out with him le . FINALLY !!! after so long . haix . lols . [ reallyMISSINGhim; wonder if he is also doin so ? ] he didn sms me cans ? like damn sadd lar ... sobs ='( hmm ... spend the whole day doin the bioProJect thingy . keep drawing lines ? woah ... now like everyThing ii see, all like straight straight de ? lols . youngerBro helped me cut the boxes and stuff ... can say do halfWay le ba, left aa little bit =) hmm ... die le lar ... tmr de test, ii haven even revised lar ... die liao . surely fail de lor . sians . l8r must go chiong le lor . lols . ii have to chiong alot of stuff sia . zzz ... [ godBLESSme ] myMOODYNESS is killing me sia . could someOne just try cheering me up ? perhaps aa joke or so ... ='( ='( ='( ='( ='( dunno what's the cause sia ... mayBe mayBe ... cas ... alright FINE !!! ii m just thinking of excuses alright ... iimissyou, iimissyouOKAY ? ... ... ... zzz ... xianDA just YO me on msn ? lol sia .. hahs ... okay ... ii feel much better le ba ? ii think so ? haix ... ... ... ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 8:36 PM Wednesday, June 20, 2007, @ 7:43 PM ... woke up bout 8.3o this morning ? shocked to see that my elderBro didn come home for the night ? lols . wondered where did he go ? first time he didn come home . lols . its his freeDom ba . hahs . furtherMore he just turned 18 ytd lar =) lols . old enough to make his decisions le ba =) how ii wished ii m 18 ... lols . how good would that be ... [ anyways happy BELATED birthday kor =D ] erms . left home at around 1o.3oam . met jessica at pasir ris interChange . she cut her hair short ? look quitee okay actually .. hahs .. thought she will look wierd ba ... but she quite suit the short hairStyle =) hahs . thats aa good thing . ii think ? hahs . [ met mengXin and friends too, they met up for the proJect too =) ] had our breakFast cum lunCh . bout 12pm liddat, went foodCourt there to find xianDa and alVin . reached xianDa's house at bout 1plus pm ? started on our chineseProject . woah . the characters very diff to draw sia . poor xianDa ='( he had to draw them all . but boBian lar . cas he and alVin in dnt ma . alVin dun want draw . he claim that his art like shit ? lols . he said that he draw aa CAT can became aa PIG ? lols . he very kuaZhang sia . from CAT to PIG . like kinda impossible le ba . in the end he did the colouring instead ? lols . gen wo men qiang gong zuo sia ... zzz ... erms . thought that they would draw better than us - biology students ? lols . we - biology students - draw cells and stuff ? its not our type ? we cant do it ? ... hmm ... did the web [done], mindMap, poster, presentation [doing it tmr ?], script [friday; goin out to watch movie with dar; as well as 'do' my project ? nedda write down the script for the part of the movie that we choose ... zzz ... sians sia . but also good lar ... hahas ... can get to go out with DAR =D ] lols ? kept making fun of xianDa and ... hahs . kenot say out ba =D my lips are all zipped ? lols . actually ii also dunno whether true not lar . anyHow say de . then he like damn paiSeh ? mayBe we ... right on the spot ba ? hahs . maybe ? erms . wanted to kaJiao alVin also de . but that guy ... woah ... very cautious, responded very fast sia . hahs . no chance to kaJiao him at all ? sadded ? lols . hahs . anyways ii had fun today =) thank you guys . thanks alot =) left at bout 5plus pm ? [ reached paris ris interChange, and saw mengXin and friends AGAIN ? lols ] [ they were waiting for yuLing ? ] * exchanged glances with jess * (... xianDA ... hahs ... anyHow say de lar =Pp ) took mrt and bus home ? went up the same bus as KOR ... didn even notice at all ? lols . ii cock eye liao . ii bath ... [ dingDong ! lapTop came ? lols . totally forgot that today is wednesday ? ] ii ate ... and here ii m ? lols . kae ba .. late le . sians sia . tmr still gotta chiong homeWork, proJect, scoutsThingy ... ahhh ... goin craz liao lar . zzz ... this is what happens when you do last minute work ba ? haix . zhen shi zhi zuo zhi shou ar ... lols . yawns =O tired . goodyNitex ... * meeting dar on friday * wee ! * * drifting off le * * eyes lids getting heavier and heavier ? * You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 7:43 PM Sunday, June 17, 2007, @ 5:46 PM ... lols . went aunt's house last night, around midNight . lols . cas next week grandMa coming ma . then will most likely not be able to go there and stay overNight that often le ba . lols ... this year, my youngerBro's psle coming ? next year, my 'o' lvl coming ? the following year, my elderBro's diploma thingy ? lols . probably wont even have time to go there le ba . gonna miss the lapTop mans . ii sure m gonna miss it ='( ? lols . whatever lar . anyways the new lapTop coming le ? hahas . perhaps on next wednesday ba =) woOts ! hahas . lols =Pp erms ? used the lapTop for like the whole day ? lols ... went online but ... sadly the person ii hope to see online isn't online at all . haix . sadded ='( hmm ... went to play maple l8r =) lols . long time never touch and play le . its getting dusty ? zzz ... anyways there's the maple birthday event goin on now ? hahas . ii was playing ? hoping to get my hands on one =D lols . but the drop rate is like getting tougher and rarer ? lols . haix . ii guess ii still have to depend on tuBer to provide me with equipments and meSos ba ='( lols . anyways ii lvled =) ? yeepy =D happy happy =D hahas . lols . went northPoint with meiLian Jie to collect the father's day cake . and meanWhile we bought suShi too =D ate the suShi, it was yummy ! lols . zzz ... hmm ... my youngerBro stole my blackRing ? he liked it ? ii mean he had always liked it ? zzz ... but HEY ! thats myPrecious mans . contains great memories to me ... 'YOU' should know which ring ii m talking bout ba =D lols . during that moment, my elderBro was listening to the goodCharlotte's song - keep your hands off my girl - lols . then he was like singing ... ii say ... uh-huh, uh-huh, keep your hands off my ring, keep your hands off my ring ? then ii was like DIAOs lar . lols sia . zzz ... - - - - - - - - - - - to my beloved youngerBro . for your info ... ii will never give you that ring de cans . its impossible ... [unless something happens ? which is abit ... ii dunno ? lols . whatever ba ] ii will not give it to you even if something were to happen . or that you are offering aa higher price de . it DOES NOT worth as much as you think, you know . its priceLess [ to me ] =Pp bleah . elderBro went to cut his hair ? woOts ... shuai dai le sia . hahas . cut aa very diff hairStyle . look quite nice ba =) cool cool type de =) hahas . coOl ? hmm ... at bout 8plus pm liddat we cut the cake [blackForest cake] very creamy sia . fattening . scary . didn dare to eat too much . fat fat fat ... every one had an equal piece of share ? lols ? cut the cake ? ate the cake ? watched abit of S.W.A.T . homeSweetHome [around 9plus pm liddat ba =) ] You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 5:46 PM Saturday, June 16, 2007, @ 4:52 PM ... ... my grandMother fell down ? dislocated her leg ? haix . sadd . anyways she coming over to my house to stay next week =) FINALLY!!! we can take care of her liao =) zzz . ever since she broke her leg . my mother's side siblings keep taking turns to take care of her ? lols . finally its our turn to take care of her liao . thiings should be turning out fine ba . hahs . l8r in the evening . bout 6pm liddat ba . will be meeting up with xiaoYi and ahMa . to go have dinner at OASIS there =D wooo !!! having big feast today . lols . cas next week ahMa coming over ma . then mum thinks that we might not have time to go out to celebrate fathersDay ? lols . so kinda like postpone to today ba, ii think ? hahs . erms . daGe's birthday coming liao ? lols . dunno what to give him for his l8th birthday . woots ? he's eighteen liaos ? woah . so fast sia ... anyways mum was actually planning to book the chalet to celebrate his birthday . as well as to bring ahMa go there have fun . hahas . lols . but cas last minute go book . then book bu dao lor . zzz ... hmm ... actually today, ii wouldn't even be at home de . cas ... today have funCamp de . for scouts =) but ii didn sign up for it ma, so didn go lor . kinda regretting it now . should have signed up for it =D or not ii wouldn't even be at home die-ing from boredom . lols . hahas . lols ? stunned ... guessed what ? myBro suddenly asked if ii had aa bf ? wth ?!?! zzz ... ii asked him why he asked ... and he was like ... cas ii think you have ? - - - - - - - - - - wz : oh cmon lar . who in the world will like me sia ? ii m like so shit cans . wn : hmm . but even if so . shit also has got dung beetles attached to it what . so why not mans ? - - - - - - - - - - ii was like ... DIAOs !!! o.O"' zzz ... whatever ... ii guess keeping my mouth shut would be better ba . cas ... my bro use to say this to me ? [wn : if you were to get into aa relationship before me right . woah . ii will kill you mans ? ] cas ii m like younger than him or something liddat ba ? ii guess . or not jiu shi cas he paiSeh that ii have first before him ba ? dunno lar . perhaps perhaps perhaps =D hahas . anyways ii mean its like ... not necessary for them to know ? lols ... yesh !!! ii goin out to eat loh . hmm ... so ii guessed thats all for today ba . cheese =D You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 4:52 PM Thursday, June 7, 2007, @ 9:21 PM sians sians ... ii guess thats all ii can say ba ... cooped up at home all day long . lols. rotting liao lar . haix . can somebody please just jio me out ? sians sia . stupid [vballTrg] took up so much of HIS time . didn get to go out with him much this holidays .. sadded ... lols . whatever lar . its not his fault either . its the bloody vBalls fault =D hmm ... today is huDa's l4th birthday . lols.ii nearly forgot bout it ? opps =Xx just wished her happy l4th birthday anyways =) hahas.hope you enjoyed your day today, girl. may your wishes come true =) good luck to your loveLife also =D haix . time passes real fast huh ? growing older and older liao . dunno its aa good OR bad thing ? good in the sense that ii m on my way to getting my freedom ? bad in the sense that 'O' lvl is coming ? lols . just one and aa half more years ii will be graduating liao . not having any chance to xiangShou the new school/environment . lols . but the main thing is ii will leaving the Gs liao ='( sadded sia . will miss them de lor . ii m already missing the clasSpirit, classTeamWork, and the fun ii had with them liao lar . sadd ... You're always there when I close my eyes. ♥ 9:21 PM